What's exactly friendship? People who you're closer than any acquaintance? People whom you can pour all your troubles and joys; giving you advices t certain things; sharing of fun, joy and laughters. I don't really know what's th definition, but just following my instincts of who are my true friends, who I can only mix with and not really close with and people who aint really friends at all. Ohwells, maybe these instincts can fail me miserably at times, and then they'll which show me what a true friendship is really about and who they are(:
But I'm feeling really afraid of what might happen after all of us graduating from this particular place. And this is so going t happen next year. My aunties say that no matter how close you are with your friends, when you all graduate, it won't be th same anymore. Though we'll all try t stay in contact, and planning all th events of th year for meetups, some of us may be busy, hence forgetting. And BFF don't always appear. This can be seen after all of us graduated from Primary Schools lurhh. How many of us actually really stay in contact? How many of us are too lazy t care about your friends whereabout? Hahaha that's th way things have been managed and shown t me. Liliang's my BFF [known each other for 11years!], Glenna [known each other for 10years], Gabriel [known each other for 10years] and Denise [known each other for 9/10years]. Um, haha okay Weisen too(: [known each other for 8years] LauWaiKhin don't know run until where [known each other for 9years]. Hm I don't know who else I should name already:D But it's really a pleasure t know all of you. YOU'VE BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE MAN AHAHA! And after th graduation from GESPS, you are th people who have shown th passion for me!:D Okay, wrong word. It just show that we can be BFF(: Ohoh 601'06 too! Thanks for all th meetups planned. Though they aint wellplanned at all but yeah, seeing you all makes me happy already. But only some of us meet up so these people are th ones who make a different in my life too! FRIENDS FOREVER(: Though not really Best friends larhh.
People like Wanzhen uh. Sigh if we aint in th same school and class, I don't think we'll even talk anymore larhh, though we're really close during Primary school with th others. It's like you're forever busy with your things. So thankgoodness we're in th same CCA, class and school! How I hope all of us are HAHAH
Anyways not every friendships need time t prove everything(: Jiayan, Rachel and Yuxin are some of my BFF too! But we MUST stay in contact even when we leave Secondary school okay. Wangyou! You're in too! Though we can't really communicate well and don't hangout together much(: Still I'm so so scared of th change in life again, meeting new strangers and stuff.
Okay I really think this post is really weird and scary. I don't even know why I'm doing this HAHAH! And ofcourse people who hates me for whatever reasons [which I don't know], I know who you are(: It's your choice anyways t hate or love me.
