I don't know why my right eye, the one I'd operation on 3 years ago, hurts at times now. It stings at the cut. [ Don't ask me how I know where's the cut after so long, I JUST KNOW IT. ] I hope nothing's going wrong with it, really. I don't wanna turn blind as the len drops.
YES IT CAN DROP IF I'M NOT CAREFUL!
And granny's always scaring me, telling me that some people that she knows, dropped their lens unknowingly, and everything went pitch dark. I don't wanna try it. It doesn't sound fun to me, not at all. And I'm not going to tell my mom about it, least she worries.
MOMMY, YOU'RE NOT COMING TO MY BLOG OKAY.
If I'm really going blind, wait till I look through everything again in my life, and finish travelling around the world. [ HAHA! Travelling around the world's too out. Cannot be. And it'll take way too long! ] Anyways, till then, I shall pray hard. And my next appointment with Dr Audrey Chia, my eyecare specialist, is next yearrr!
I'm sorry, I don't know what I exactly want now.
Don't wanna leave too cos I can't bear to.
But I don't know what's going to happen in the near future.
What will exactly happen? I really want to know.
I'm sorry for the agony that I caused.
Tell me if you're tired too okay?
You should not only think about me, but yourself too.
Not that I wanna push you away, I'm just giving you space.
