Kiap Kiap

Baby isn't here with me today ): I'm so lonely! Missing him so much! ):

& I'm not going out with my family. Grandma doesn't want me to walk too much, so I guess I'll be staying at home? & maybe wait for Bee to pop by later, if he has time?

Bee likes to play kiap kiap (: Always catching toys for me heh! ♥

The cute little things Baby got for me (:

All New Me

Hihi everyone :D How many readers do I have left here? None I guess? :/ Not surprising, for I stopped blogging for months!

Anyways I'm leading a happy life with my Bee (: Love him sooo much times infinity! No word can explain my feelings for him.

& OKAY THIS IS NOT THE POINT FOR TODAY'S POST. Gonna update bout the recent happenings now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEE! (:

Hope you liked the surprises I had for you.

[ I know I still owe you Vans & Fred Perry. Gotta wait okay? Fred Perry hasn't got your size anymore! Mad pissed. ]

So we went to Halloweens at Universal Studio Singapore for a night of surprise for Bee, on 27Oct. [ I know I ain't good at hiding! 'Cause you found out eventually, with me leaving loopholes around. ] I thought I'd regret bout my choice, 'cause I knew, definitely, that I'd get all the scares, & probably wouldn't be able to sleep in peace at night. But Bee protected me, yays for me! Well, along with Jenhow lur huh. One on my left & the other on my right. Ran away, screamed, cursed... Haha! It was an awesome night! (: Somewhat like a dream came true for me as I have always wanted to spend such times, having fun with Bee (: & he told me he was happy HOHOHO! :D

A sneak preview of happenings that night. But it's a photo of Jenhow & me! Ha! Bee needs some privacy of his own (:

Well, the album of photos are on Facebook, set to privacy too. So, if you're interested, FB-message me (: BUT I'M GOING TO ONLY TAG THOSE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME.

Oh. & I had a fall on Saturday morning, when I was on my way to work. Suay or what? So effing painful, & I thought I wouldn't be able to do other surprises for Bee already. Was really disheartened. But ta-da! I'd my ways in the end (: Hopped & limped around, everywhere to get my things done! [ Anyways thank goodness I already had went to USS two nights before the fall. Ha! ]

Then on the actual day, went KuishinBo at GreatWorldCity with Bee (: & I surprised him with the cake I made for him there. He laughed at my cake though ): But said he loves it a lot in the end (:

& at night, cheated him up to H's house as they had a surprise for him (: My stupid Baby! He was so cute lur. He thought I was just playing a fool, kept covering his eyes :D & I hope you like the board I made for you with our photos & little notes of our moments ♥

Side note for Bee:

The times spent with you are certainly worth cherishing. I hope this is gonna go on a long long time. I don't want it to ever end! & the birthday surprise you had for me (: I can still remember it so vividly. You spent the last minute of my 17years, & the start of my 18years of life, together with me (: How touched I was! Really ♥

Additional add-ons in my life. There's 3 little things in my house right now!

Joscelin's Eleven ♥

Ben & Dan! (: [ Boy & Girl, just found out. ]

Our babies ♥

They're my loves! Bee's been really jealous of them as they got all my attention, & none of was left for him when we were at home. Haha! Cute little Bee ♥

Helping Josce look after her precious while she's preparing for her As. Jiayou uh all of you! (:

& Bee got me Ben :D & I went on to get Dan on another day, to get Ben an accompany. Thought I'd gotten a male one but ohwells! Hahah. But Dan's really cute (:

But I don't even know when's their birthdays ):

IT'S REALLY LATE NOW! Gonna sleep soon. Nights World (: 

Will come back some other days yeah? *Hopefully.

& I'm working at B&J at United Square now (:

iTouch Application

Testing out my new iTouch application! So that I don't have to blog using laptop the next time, if I'm lazy :D

No no, change of mind. I still prefer blogging on computer. Feel much more comfortable doing that!

Back In Time

The last post was on 18March2011, a week more going on a month. & I am only going to update now. How great? Haha!

Can't remember all the happenings already. Well, it's okay I guess? 'Cause there isn't many things that I'd done for the past few weeks.

I might or might not regret about this. I'd been telling myself that I should try to update daily, either in a diary or blog, bout my feelings. I know I'd be really amused with myself when I look back trying to recall what had happened. But I'm just too lazy I guess haha! :/

- 19March2011, Saturday -
Out with Kenneth kor! (: Like so finally after so many months of not going out with him. & yay! He came to my house to fetch me hah! So went to Vivo for Shabushabu, then shopped around for his suits. & went for movies after that! (: LA Battle. & because it was a Saturday afternoon, the theatre was full! Had to sit right at the front second row. I swear, my neck was aching & because of the constant shaking of camera to make the movie more realistic, I GOT DIZZY. Seriously. Second time watching movie with Kor, sitting right at the front. The first one was IpMan2.

- 23March2011, Wednesday -
Went Marina Barrage with Adriel. He uh! I had so many complaints about him. He was the one who suggested bout going there, & he wanted to take a look at Barrage, since he hadn't been there before, only heard it from me. THEN, so much for picnicking. He didn't bring mat nor kite. He's damn shit. & I bought too much snacks for only two people haha! Sushi, Chachos, Doritos & Green Tea! Then after slacking around, went over to Pasir Ris to attend Janel's 21st birthday party at Aloha. Well, we were the first to reach! Cool shit huh? Then hang around & chatted [ Adriel & me, I mean ] . Then asked Janel if she needed help anywhere. & yes! I helped her to start the fire! I'm so great can! Well, fanning la hah! First time eh! Usually for barbecue session, I'll sit around, waiting to eat, or if I'm "hardworking" enough, I'll barbecue for others LOL. So you gotta pray hard that I'm "hardworking" enough if you barbecue with me. Barbecuing food is fun la, just don't like the smoke to get into my hair. Smell all so oily. Oh, & I met two new guys (: Ryan & Harry! Both are Javier's friends. Oh & I helped Janel to walk her dog, Rena! Damn cute! She practically walked me instead as I was flying around as she was fast. & I even jogged with her LOL.

- 27March2011, Sunday -
Studied (: & missed seeing the rainbows in the sky ♥ ): It's like the whole Singapore saw this amazing sight, & I just missed it like that! Screw it.

- 28March2011, Monday -
FNet supp paper! Wishing for the best lur. Not really confident of myself ):

- 29March2011, Tuesday -
Went Adriel's place to chill out. Well, sat around, watched teevee, had snacks, then went to cycle around. That's about it. Nothing much that day. I dislike the bike though, 'cause the brakes were spoiled! Then I'd to try to stop the bike by using the frictions of my slip-on. I swear the frictions were gone after that LOL.

- 31March2011, Thursday -
Work with Binghui at Coke! Nothing to do at work! Slept & played iTouch & rubbished. Oh, besides Binghui, Peiyun was with us too haha! Then after work, dined at Sakae with Shile & Binghui (:

- 1April2011, Friday -
Stayed home & pranked everyone on my contactlist! This year's a failure one ): I'm damn sad, even now. April's Fool comes only once in a year, & I failed this year's!
My lies: Migration to Melbourne [ Year2009 ] , SUCCESSFUL
Untold Truths [ Year2010 ] , SUCCESSFUL
Untold Truths [ Year2011 ] , FAILED
Sigh, this has taught me that, NEVER TO REUSE & RECYCLE YOUR OLD TRICKS! People don't usually fall for it twice, & they do still remember what did you try to do the previous years. Sighhh! & Ruming tried to cheat me back this year using my old trick, the migration one. Hello? I used it before already, won't fall for it haha! Gotta start planning for next year's!
Oh then tried to cheat Shile together with Binghui that we had food poisoning after the dinner we had previous night. But ohwells, she's too shrewd. She even played along, saying that she's in clinic, queueing for her medicine.

- 2April2011, Saturday -
Work! 12 hours that day. It was nothing. 'Cause we didn't do anything at all, practically. Just kept playing with iTouch. Downloaded new applications & even played FaceTime & TextMe with Binghui LOL. Oh! Then I didn't know that Lihui was Sharlyn! Damn funny la. So I was really surprised to see her there. Chatted, then everyone got together & had fun. Well, the Finance Dep. people suck. They don't care about the welfare of their employees. We went hungry for the whole night, we thought that we'll get McDelivery but nope, THEY DIDN'T. They just carried on with their work, & even tried to rush their things. & I don't like that Siewsiew woman. She's really bossy & things. Gosh, if I was under her, those days I was in Coke, I'd quit straight away. Then left work at 9. Cabbed from Tuas to Woodlands, then to BukitTimah, then back to River Valley Road. LOL, I swear that was crazy. Binghui even wanted to vomit in the car! Seriously, who asked her to make the suggestion of sending everyone home. & besides this annoying one, SHE MADE ME WALK HOME FROM GREAT WORLD CITY AFTER SUPPER! I know it's healthy, supposedly that it burned off my fats with this walk. But then, I WAS ALREADY DEAD TIRED & SHE MADE ME GO THE LONG ROUTE INSTEAD OF TAKING SHORTCUTS! Gah, you this woman!

- 4April2011, Monday -
Out with Liliang & Eric! (: Did nothing much. Just kept walking around & chatting with Eric while waiting for Liliang. Went to the arcade to play Terkeng [ Something like Streetfighter ] . & man! Was I good! I did win Eric eh hehe. He didn't give in to me, so yeah, don't look down on me, people! Then went to Carrefour to look at the alcohols that we would be getting for our birthday party at KBox in May. Can't wait! (:
Anyways after dinner, which was already 9 plus, went to chill at Starbucks. Life's good at this. Being with your friends, chatting about anything & everything, nothing that you'd wanna hide from one another (:
Then journey home is fun too! I wanna hear all the horror stories from you two soon! (:

- 5April2011, Tuesday -
Went out with the GESPS girls after so long! Missed you all like crazayee! Well, only with Shimin, Wanzhen & Sam in the afternoon, then Sam & Aileng at night.
Met up at PS then went Minds Cafe for games (: Though it might seem really "What The Hell, why play board games during meet-ups!?" But it's enjoyable! Learn alot bout one another & then joked around alot. I love playing True Colors with them! Laughed none stop. All of them keep voting for me for those negative flashcards ): Then there's these two love questions.
1. Who has got the most number of heartbreaking lovestories.
2. Who always has the love-at-first-sight experiences.
& I won all the votes for both. GREATTT. Then afterwards, had Taboo too (:
At night, met up with Aileng. But before that, I was famished! Didn't eat the whole day, then went to buy sushi despite knowing the radiation cases in the Japanese products. "Die then die lor, I need to eat" I said this to Sam when she warned me LOL. Then after a few sushi, I was like, "Why is it so salty, so sticky & sour. Is it because they put too much vinegar or something?" Then Sam scared me again that maybe they were spoiled. "Wahlao! After so many sushi then realised! Forget it. If I'm fated to die 'cause of sushi, I will." Then popped another one in. HAHA! Then while walking to Cathay with Sam while chatting, didn't look where I was going in the dark then stepped into a hole. Damn embarrassing la. Sprained my ankle 'cause I was in heels. & thank God Sam was beside me la! If not I'll have my face land flat on the ground. Then a group of boys still walk past me when I fell. Sam even joked, saying that I was looking at guys that's why, SO LOUDLY. I just wanted to find a place to hide my face even though that's not the truth LOL. & I'm still suffering from muscle aches at my thighs as I tried to help myself up ytd after spraining. Over exert I guess?
Then had Aston's for dinner, then Ben&Jerry for desserts (:

Well, after so long,

I can see how much friendship means to me.

I can live on being single.

But I can't live on without these awesome people in my life.

I cherish them. Being so true & real.

& I believe this saying:

Primary & Secondary schools' friends are the ones who will go on a long way with you.

True enough, even though we only meet up once or twice a year,

Everything feels so comfortable still.

Being able to chat freely without setting up boundaries against one another.

This is what I called, sophisticated friendships.

They ain't always present in your life.

But don't doubt them. 'Cause however busy they might be,

They'll always be there for you when you need someone.

You'll enjoy the company no matter what,

Won't experience the feelings of distant or apart.

If you're reading my post right now,

I hope you'll see how I'm enjoying my life with friends.

I don't need that kinda life you're leading.

I don't need to rely on anyone but myself.

Dangling

Okay! Time for update! Haven't been doing so for a week, ALMOST TWO! HAHA!

Anyways, nothing much happened I guess? This holiday's quite an empty one. I stopped work already, since last Monday. & the way I spend is like "HAHAHAHA!". Any old how.

& outing almost every single day!

- Tuesday, 8March2011 -

Went to watch I'm Number 4 with Adriel. The movie is awesome! I urge everyone to watch it {: See my handsome Alex Pettyfer! ♥ But sorry girls, I don't wanna share him with you. He's my boyf. HAHAH! Then went walking around town. Went to UrbanWrite to look for the notepads, I THOUGHT XIULING GOT THEM THERE. Anyways the stationery there are the cutezxc! (: Then had dinner at Everything With Fries. The food is great! We said to return there the next time we go town for meal haha.

- Wednesday, 9March2011 -

Went KBox with Yongjia & Liliang. & I'd never choose to have the KBox buffet anymore the next time. Our mouths were so busy can! Busy chewing, singing & drinking. Yes, it can be fun, BUT STILL! HAHA! Then yeah, chat & chat. Advice here & there plus gossips! & I don't like Liliang's friend ALOT. You know who I'm talking about.

- Thursday, 10March2011 -

JIAYAN'S BIRTHDAY! (:

Happy Birthday Girl! You're finally 18!

- Friday, 11March2011 -

Went dinner with Eric & Liliang at night. I love going out with them! Never fail to laugh & rubbish. Anyways, after dinner at Tiong, went to the park to slack & played the swing. Then we called & persuaded Karliang out with us, then went drinking at KBox Mt Faber Safra {: TOTALLY FUN! Only to reach home at 3am hehe. Screamed & shouted. Everyone was practically drunk! Then when I chatted over the phone with Adriel awhile when I was walking home, HE SAID I WAS SPEAKING WAY TOO LOUDLY WHEN I DIDN'T FIND MYSELF DOING SO HAHA!

- Saturday, 12March2011 -

Met up with the girls! I MISSED THEM! Okay, purpose was to surprise Jiayan, which I think the plan failed 'cause Joscelin had been acting way too weird in front of Jiayan haha. Went Timbre for dinner (: Then chatted & went drinking by the Singapore River after that.

I hope you love the board I gave you, Toe (: & I'm sorry that the balloons were lost. SERIOUSLY SCREW THAT PERSON WHO STOLE THEM. & I DIDN'T KNOW YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH HAHA! Buy for you again next year okay (: I know the tortoise balloon rocks! ♥

- Sunday, 13March2011 -

Red Riding Hood (:

- Monday, 14March2011 -

I forgot what happened.

- Tuesday, 15March2011 -

PRETTY ANNSLEY'S BIRTHDAY! (:

Went Sentosa with YuenYong, Crystal & Annsley. Shopped for chips & drinks & we totally pinicked there. Oh, it was a cloudy day. But I don't know why I still got my tanline on my arm HAHA! My rubberband tanline. Then MD & camwhored, SO MUCH. I'm not going to upload the photos here haha. At night, dined at HarbourFront Pastamania. Then went to SkyGarden to celebrate the girls' (Kelly's too) birthdays together.

- Wednesday, 16March2011 -

Gnomeo & Juliet with Mathew Dad (: THE CARTOON IS CUTE! But the storyline, well, okay la, not that bad. But mainly cute hahah. Then CoffeeBean again, as always whenever we go out. & met up with Jomaine, Hsuehni & Jessica at night to OCC to support Jomaine's participation in NAG. Well, you did great (: You tried all you can, & that's really awesome already. Everyone of us can see that. BUT YOU STILL OWE ME MY SUPPER & SLEEP. Damn hungry & tired that day hahaha.

Oh! & Twitter had been fun for a while, because of #STCfacts! {: Reminisced the days in STC as everyone tried to get #STCfacts trended on Twitter. WELL, IT DID, TWICE! & other schools tried to follow LOL. STC's way too cool yes! All the tweets were funny! & I stayed up late because of it :D

2 more days & Adriel's going to be back in SG! Then we can start our nonsense again (: Meeting him on Monday!

Oh, & I'm meeting Kenneth Kor tmr! :D Yay yay!

Need A New Life

Hm, so exam has ended, & life's being really stagnant now. It feels as though it's really routine-based. Back to my usual holiday way. Work, work & more work. But I feel really tired now. I'm no longer that much of a workaholic already. Used to neglect everything in life, slog my ass off, & enjoyed work with Binghui & company. "People" complained bout me back then haha.

Anyways! I've been called back to Coke. & tomorrow's my last day! Hopefully. *Crossing fingers!*

I don't know how the hell I'm gonna complete my assignment by tomorrow. 8 months worth of data. & I need 3 to 4 hours of time to complete one month's work. Screw it!

Okay, so after exam on 23February2011, went Paul's place for class BBQ. It was fun (: Drinking session! Haha. Didn't really eat that day, FELT REALLY ACCOMPLISHED HEH.

& ESCAPE with Qunying & ZhenTing on Saturday, 26February2011. It was darn boring. I wouldn't want to go back there anymore. Total waste of money if you do. Lotsa rides have already been torn down. Gol-Kart alot though! {: Then went cycling. & I've my tan-lines now :D Not really obvious, BUT OHWELLS.

Then work & work all the way! Having to wake up at 6am in the morning ): Not enough sleep at all for me. I wanna sleep in till noon again.

& yesterday, went USS for the second time! But this time round's with Adriel (: He just went the previous Sunday, & then went with me again yesterday just to cheer me up & accompany me. THANKYOU!

I love BGS! But comparing Humans & Cylons, I love Cylons more! Had it 3 times {: While Humans only once. & riding roller coaster with Adriel can be quite a huge mistake. He kept disturbing & hitting me in the air when I was busy screaming! Sigh. & then using of pamphlet to keep slapping my face -.- Ohwells, I keep doing that to him too so we're even eh? Haha! Was really tiring & fun at the same time I guess. Chatted alot. & I finally had my ride at The Lost World. & PLAYING IN THE RAIN IS AWESOME. I love the free-fall sensation, thinking you're going to die anytime soon, & especially so in the rain 'cause the raindrops hitting on you is painful!

Then we went back to Tiong for Beppu Ramen, & missed fireworks 'cause it only starts at 2130.


& I'm really contemplating to buy the annual pass for USS now. Since I'll be sure to go soon again for the rides. I WILL NEVER GET BORED OF THAT PLACE {:
Photos on FB!

I really can't remember what I wanted to blog about that day. Damn shit. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I should write myself a note next time for reminder ha!

Blog-hop

Appearing here, RANDOMLY :D 

Yes yes, I know I shouldn't. I know I'm supposed to be with my books already. BUT MY VIDEOS ARE STILL BUFFERING! ):

Anyways, then tried to do some blog hopping to kill the time. 

Yeah, should just go back to my books first right? Instead of blog-hop. OKAY THIS ISN'T THE POINT.

I miss Jiayan's blog! Why did you close it down! ): Had been wanting to complain about it HAHA! 'Cause Jiayan started blogging way earlier than I do & that she was quite an avid blogger, most of the happenings were up on her blog. & now, when I wanna read it, it isn't there anymore ):

Restore your blog can, Pretty? ♥

So when did I start blogging? I joined in the fun 'cause everyone else in the clique was doing so. So at that point of time, 11 blogs were connected to the clique's blog! It was so long ago. Secondary 1! (:

Oh, & throughout these few years, I deleted a number of posts. Especially the first few posts when I first started blogging. iie h8 dhis waee of typing euu c? HAHAH! Damn lian-ish, I swear. Me myself can't stand it, so said goodbye to them. Kinda regretted 'cause when you wanna look back & remember what happened in the past, these posts ain't there anymore. Even the emails too. But ohwells, I don't use that email, moon2_6_2@hotmail.com, anymore. Forgot the passworddd. Haha!

Okay, going back to my Dream High! 

Oh, & I wanna start watching Kim Sam Soon soon! Just came across Hyun Bin's photos. Man! He's so cute! So many things I wanna do this hols ): I wanna go Korea again.

Armor

(: Exams are in 3 days' time. & asking me what I've learnt & if I've prepared myself, NOTHING. Yes, did try to study, did try to get into the study mode. But nope, just can't do it. Started to feel really awful again, for the past week. YOU WON'T KNOW IT. Get what I mean? (:

I don't like to start a quarrel. No argument too. I like to be friends with anyone & everyone. Those retarded things are the last things I ever wanna do. It's like an atomic bomb, killing everyone in the way, not only the people involved. So if I have a choice, no enemy, no frienemy [Is this how you spell it?].

I feel like backspacing everything I just typed out. I don't even know what I'm trying to drive at HAHA! Idiot.

Anyways, just wanna say that, if there's anything to be said to me, anything that anyone wants me to listen to, come up right to me (: I'd just take it. Why try to act all so anonymous in whatever you do? & hoping that I get it? Nope, I need you to say it to me.

OKAY ENOUGH, HAHA! I don't know what to say already. Lastly, I love my friends! ♥ I really do. Cherishing every single one. That's if you consider me as one too.

If dear clique & friends are reading my current post now, I miss you. The awesome times, I'll never forget (:

HELLO GIRL, YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE BUT STUDYING. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO ON YOUR BLOG? DOES IT GIVE YOU ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS!?

So, chatted with Adriel over the phone yesterday. Ha, it's really been such a long time! & it was rather fun talking to him. We were too busy with our own individual businesses. Me with my new life in poly, & him preparing for Os. We don't even know what really happened last year haha.

*Staring at this page for 15 mins & I don't know how to continue with it!*

Alright, so just wanna dedicate this paragraph to you. Thanking you for talking to me last night, taking my mind off for awhile. If I get a chance, I'll take up mountain biking alright? Had been rather stressful, I feel. & complicated?

My life is like a potion, things mixing together as one. But the end product isn't done yet. Still in progress! So how would it be like? No one knows. But the process, of course, I can get a little taste of it while adding a little this & that. & yupp, hoping for the best.

P.S I will no longer be that girl with the almost fake identity.

Everyone might think that I'm independent & all,

But no one knows it was all an act.

Best friends, Boyfs, People who are close to me.

I was "alright" with everything,

Just to go along with everyone,

Thinking what's best for others,

But not for myself. 

Rather than everyone getting the hurt & injuries,

I might as well be the heroine?

I thought I was rather cool saying things that I don't even mean inside.

Instead of someone else getting hurt,

Having to bear with all the difficulties,

I might as well be the one to save?

That's the only thing I can do.

Because I care that's why I'm doing it.

This is not for credits & NOT to make one feels bad about it.

But now after I learned it the hard way,

I don't think I'm suitable for this at all.

Crying all alone in bed after that doesn't feel good.

No one being there for you & nobody knows anything.

I'm gonna take off the smiling mask I'd been wearing in front of you.

& start wearing the armor as I move on in the fight.

Not gonna give in/up, 

Not gonna say "No, it's alright".

HWAITING! (:

Okay this is totally "hahahaha". Just some random post I guess. What's wrong with me! I don't usually post in such a manner. Ohwells!

Started blogging at 2120 but look at the time now! I NEEDA GO STUDY! I already feel like I'm gonna get killed in the exam hall! & my neck hurts like shit as I keep tilting my head to get my fringe off my sight, & also my habit. Annoying.

Till then! Bye! ♥

Holiday-Mood

I have no intend to study for my exams anymore. I feel really lazy. I just wanna lie in bed all day & sleep! Okay sleeping all day won't happen, 'cause I can't do so (:

ALL I WANNA DO IS PLAY ALL DAY LONG, DON'T WANNA WORRY BOUT ANYTHING!

So house visiting this year, not much updates to be done. First day of new year, just went Yishun to visit Granny, then head home for dinner already (: Second day, visited 3 houses {: & it was the fun day! Met YangJun, YangSheng, JunNa, ZhiBin, ZhiXiang & ZhiXuan. They're totally LOL-larious. The way they hold a conversation, YOU'LL NEVER EVER GET BORED. Especially ZhiXiang always being 无厘头 whenever he talks. It never fails to make us laugh. Oh, & all of us met up at an uncle's house at Bukit Panjang. So the next year we're going to meet up, where huh? Haha. & ZhiBin has gone to serve the nation already. REALLY FAST. I didn't expect him to go in so early. HMPH.

& I miss chalet!

Ugh! I can't stand my coughs! Endless coughing that my throat hurts so badly when it already is. With this continuing, I think I am going to develop abs. Don't even have to do crunches.

Felt really dead on Thursday afternoon. I really thought I was going to die. No kid! Breathless, Aches all over, Cramps, Headaches, Sore throat. You name it, I GOT IT. & when I went to the temple to pray with my Granny, I almost fainted. REALLY. Couldn't breathe well, & then suddenly everything turns pure white. Yeah, & I got the naggings from Granny again.

"Call you not to drink so much cold stuff already don't listen la! See what happens when your menses come!"

Not only because of that lorrr. I was sick! Just that no one knew & I didn't want anyone to know how unwell I was. I don't want Granny & Mommy to worry for me. & I wanna go out to play still, hehe!

Then on Friday, 11 February 2011, went out with Yongjia, Liliang & Meishan. Wanted to catch Black Swan but it was M18 & I'm the only one who hasn't reached that age :D Anyways Yongjia already watched it online, Annoying one who called us to watch together & he himself watched it first. & Liliang wasn't feeling well too so went home early in the end! Oh, & dinner was at Manhattan at Iluma (:

& ytd, 12 February 2011, went to Mommy's friend's place (: Bringing Nana & Jenyi too. Nana's really cute! She tried to play with the Top-Up machine when I asked her if she wanna play with it. & my mom stared at me then HAHA! Then in the train, she sat all on her own then as I was standing, she asked me to sit on her laps. She uh (: See, I'm going to dote on her even more, THOUGH SHE LIKES TO HIT ME. She's really adorable. & yeah, when I carried her to NTUC to get some milk for her, people think that I'm her mom again. Nothing new to me. This always happens. When she was only a week old too, I carried her to the clinic for a check-up with my mom. People gave me weird looks, & some even came up to ask if my mom is her grandma & I'm her mom. I was like WTF then. I was only 15 can! But coming to think of it. It's funny (:

& with Nana's endless mimic of SNSD's dance & singing, I'm getting even more hooked on to their songs than I was.

Happy Chinese New Year! ♥ Time to collect red packets! Whoohoo! {: Wishing everyone all the best in this new year. Good result; More money; Get a girlf/boyf; Get a life; Be healthy (: Haha, received a number of funny texts. Which I am totally amazed felt the originality! From Zhibin (cousin) : Happy Chinese New Year! With lots of ♥s! Best wishes and all the best! Want money, get money! Want gf/bf, get gf/bf! Want good grades, get good grades! Want me, get me! LOL. ♥ Zhibin. :D I think the "Want me, get me!" part is really funny. Hm, does he really mean that? he's gonna throw himself at anyone who wants him? HA! From Adriel: A: Happy Chinese New Year! ;D Me: HAPPY CNY TO YOU TOO! FIND A GIRLF SOON YES! HAHAH! A: Yea! Wishing you to health more TIME prosperity!!! find a boyfriend too okay!! Me: LOL. YEAH, MORE MONEHH. GOOD RESULT. MORE BOYFS LOL. Haha! Me want more boyfs. LOL. That was totally random but ohwells. Cool only what! From Gerald: Happy Lunar New Year! Thanks for being that little nuisance in my life that never fails to make me smile! Hahaha. Hope that you'll stay healthy and smile always! Don't give up! Have a meaningful year ahead! Haha! Damn cute. I'm no little nuisance at all okay! I know I always make people smile (: Never fail to :D RD at night earlier on. Nothing much we took some photos. As in only Sokwei, Jenyi, Jenhow me (: Shall upload now, along with some overdue photos which Kelly, Crystal I took over at SP, during the Waves15, which Annsley danced in {: Nana {: Jenyi really looks hideous in this photo. I might even have nightmare after this LOL. Our supper! At MRT station. that was the second cup noodles I had for the night! I found what Ashin said during concert already! The lines that made me gaga for the whole night! HAHA! "如果有一天，你对我说你想要一颗星星， 那我就会为你摘下那颗最闪耀的星星。 如果有一天，你对我说你想要一朵花， 那我就会在夜空里亮起那一朵朵的烟花。 如果有一天，你对我说你想要离开我， 那我就会对你说，我会给你最后，最美，最好的温柔"。 ♥ you know what, SINGAPOREAN GUYS WOULDN'T BE AS ROMANTIC! THEY WOULDN'T SAY SUCH THINGS TO THEIR GIRLFS! I finally met Gab Glenn! {:

Awaiting

We're finally done with all the nonsense in school! OH YAY! I'm not gonna go back to school for any revision lecture & sorts. Maybe on 11 Feb to hand in the Laws group assignment. Ohwells, see how :D I don't feel like it.

So the tests & projects. Total failure. I don't wanna talk bout them. They're like a wastage of time.

I guess I'm sounding a little cranky now haha! But hm, sorry people (: Don't mind about me.

So, CNY is in two days' time. Now that it's 2330, 1st Feb. I guess I'm rather prepared? (:

I'm still waiting for my concert to be converted to WMV format since iTunes doesn't seem to be able to play it. & there's like 3 hours more till the conversion is done.

Ohwells. PATIENCE, GIRL, PATIENCE! I need something to lighten up my mood. I need Ashin.

Okay, maybe I'll make a call to Liliang. Feel like talking to her. Will be back again some other day. Bye (:

& I realized how much I love my life being colorful.

I actually bother to change the colors even when I'm... OHWELLS HAHA!

Just wanna say, thank you (:

Stalkers

Hey Stalkers! I really wanna know who you all are. Can you please leave your identities behind? Thanks a lot (: Well, that's IF YOU DO (:
B said I'm dumb to ask this question, knowing that no one would say out. But OHWELLS!

Anyways I will start updating soon. & perhaps give my blog a facelift (: Hols is just next weeek! Right after Tuesday, C# project test! WHOOHOO! Then CNY (: (:

& THE BEST OF ALL! CHALET! ♥

6 Feb till 8 Feb (:

Horoscope ♥

Scorpio & Taurus

You are practical, levelheaded and more overt with your emotions and needs than the quiet and sometimes moody Scorpio. Both of you are fixed signs and can be stubborn, tending to brood when you cannot have your way.

You are less likely to hold a grudge or exhibit silent resentment than your Scorpion lover. Instead, you may try to push your way into his or her psyche. Your determination, however, won’t wear down the powerful feelings of your partner.

You tend to be simplistic in your physical needs, while Scorpio’s sensuality and sexuality is more complicated than you can imagine. As opposite signs of the zodiac, you are attracted to one another and can be extremely sexy together. If the placement of other planets in your chart -- especially the Moon or Mars -- is in any water sign (Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces), then you are more likely to be willing to engage the intensity of Scorpio’s feelings. Click here to find out where the Moon and Mars are in your chart.

Your steadiness is tested by Scorpio, yet his or her strong magnetism will entice you to hold on to the dream of "forever" with great hope and fortitude.

Haha! Bee, we gotta work hard together yo! (:

Taurus

You’d think that, being the Bull that you are, you’re more of a fighter than a lover, but it’s actually the opposite. Gentle and peaceful, it’s the stubborn Taurean nature that makes you so bull-headed, and it’s only when your stubbornness reaches a boiling point that you take charge.

The sign of Taurus upholds determination like no other. You crave stability, simplicity and functionality in life, and while you won’t be distracted in your mission to obtain these things, you’re also careful and precautious as to not take too big of a risk that could lead to problems down the road.

Your motto might be "Take care of the senses and everything else will take care of itself." As a Taurus, you seek material things -- not because of their monetary value, but because of how they make you feel. Comfort and pleasure go hand-in-hand, which means the finer things in life, from quality fabrics to fine foods. Sometimes, however, you stray towards the extreme side of practicality, so it’s important to look beyond material possessions and see the splendor that lies elsewhere.

The Taurus element is Earth

It makes sense that practical Taurus is an equally-practical Earth sign, authentic, real and inescapable. Earth signs are more about the basics and less about imagination, more about what is physically felt than what is sensed -- and if something isn’t tangible, then it’s not really there.

Horoscope house: 2nd

Personal possessions and the things we value most are represented in the 2nd house, which goes hand-in-hand with the Taurean's quest for material things. These possessions can mean money, or simply your personal values and morals.

Taurus's key planet: Venus

Love, both physical and ideal -- such is the planet Venus. For a Taurus, Venus is sensual and simple, fulfilling your outlook on beauty and passion by satisfying the senses.

Your greatest strength

You have a sensible outlook on life

Your possible weakness

You settle and accept less than you can truly achieve

Zou Jieming ♥

I LOVE ZOU JIEMING! EVEN IF HE'S DUMB & HE DIED IN THE SHOW. He is such an innocent character. So cute! ♥

I don't know why the writer planned him to be dead ):

DON'T LIKE THE ENDING TIMES INFINITY!


If I were with him, I can have Chocolate Times punctually! :D

Missing You ♥

First week of 2011 is gone, just like that. & I HAD DONE NOTHING YET! Not a single project completed; No revision done. I really have to start.

C# helpsheet has to be handed in next Wednesday! Gotta do somethinggg.

I miss STC days! Getting through the days like that. Sleeping during lessons, fooling around, chatting, writing letters ♥

Anyways so school was on for only on Monday & Tuesday. HOW GLAD WAS I! But I didn't do anything constructive from Wednesday till Friday too. Not enough sleep also.

- 2 January 2011, Sunday -

PRAWNING WITH MATTHEW DAD AT BISHAN. It was rather fun! 'Cause I caught 4 LOBSTERS! HAHAHA! & he only got 1 baby prawn. Yay yay! First time prawning & I already won :D Not bad right. Feel so accomplished!

- 3 January 2011, Monday -

Start of school! Can't remember a thing though haha! But I can see K! :D

- 5 January 2011, Wednesday -

Went Party World with Matthew! Sang for 4 hours straight, so tiring. Haha! I swear 2 people only, shouldn't go KTV the next time. & whoohoo! I didn't know my voice is so influential. Hehe. Matthew was so amazed when I sang. So funny lur, his expression.

- 6 January 2011, Thursday -

Went out with K (: Watched The Tourist! Angelina Jolie is really hot (: Went Tiong's GV to watch since Cineleisure's timing isn't what we wanted.

- 7 January 2011, Friday -

Went back to school. Supposed to help out in the Open House, but I didn't do a shit. So I just completely wasted my time there. But I got to see him ♥

- 8 January 2011, Saturday -

Went shoppinggg! For CNY's clothes. & I got my heels from Charles & Keith, & tubes from Fox already! Oh yay! :D Practically almost done already. & going shopping tomorrow again with Bee! (:

I just noticed that some people in school do stalk my blog.

Don't ask me how I know it, I JUST DO HAHA!

Anyways, BET YOU DIDN'T KNOW I'M CLEVER ENOUGH TO SEE THE COMMENTS.

That's how I found out (:

HAHAH! I DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT,

BUT OHWELLS, WHO CARES RIGHT.

As long as I do (:

Webcamming with K now.

HE'S AS ANNOYING AS EVER!

Stupid. Yeah yeah, go on complain that I'm slow updating.

Idiot. HAHA!

Love you (:

2011!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! (:

A brand new beginning; TIME TO SEARCH FOR SOMETHING NEW & INTRIGUING :D

I don't think I wanna hold on to something that kills me inside out. Tiring. It really is.

SO, MY RESOLUTIONS FOR THE YEAR:

1. Stop being lazyy.

2. Learn to let go! ( Even when it hurts so badly, when you can't seem to be able to. )

3. Get a lifeee.

4. Study study!

& LASTLY, I HOPE MY WISHES COME TRUE!

2011, please please! 2nd last year for Earthlings to be around! ( Yes, I believe what the scientists say about the world ending on 21 Dec 2012! & a group of American scientists even said that 3 UFOs are moving towards Earth! They're being located at Pluto nowww. & when they reach Mars, we can easily spot them with the help of telescope! HOW COOL IS THAT! )

Alright, anyways! Last night, the last few hours of 2010, I SPENT & ENJOYED MYSELF SO MUCH WITH MY AWESOME GROUP OF GIRLFRIENDS! Kelly, Crystal, YuenYong, Vivian & Annsley! ♥ They actually made so much efforts to spend their night with me! I love you! :D Really touched, I swear.
Though I missed out the movies part, I love gossiping & meals with you! & the fireworks was definitely great! ( Awkward atmosphere at MBS, I know. But ohwells! We did enjoy right? :D )
& they said I was being so motherly yesterday. Whoohoo! I know righttt. Hahaha! I just felt this responsibility to get everyone home safely since I was the one who suggested to staying out past midnight!
OH YES CRYSTAL! I DON'T LIKE YOUR SWEATY PALM STILL ): You made my phone wet with your sweattt.
So, yesterday, after our dinner at XinWang at CityLink, we walked all the way to Ris Carlton for washroom. HAHA! Wanted to head over to Raffles hotel, but we missed the entrance, so there :D Then we started to camwhore in the washroom like nobody's business.

Vivian, Me, Anssley & Kelly (:

OKAY, THE RESTS OF THE PHOTOS ARE IN YUENYONG'S CAMERA HAHA! ( Vivian went in to the wrong toilettt. )
Oh! & we discovered that we just had to pay 10 bucks to get in the Helipad at the top floor. There, we can have a nice clear view of the fireworks! & there'll be a free drink, of choices Beer, Wine or Softdrink! DAMN COOL LA! I wanted to go ): But everyone else was too broke. Ohwells. Next time I guess! MUST GO ARRR!
Then after so, tried to walk over to Esplanade Park BUT THERE WAS ROAD BLOCK EVERYWHERE WE GO! & end up walking further & further away to CBD area.
Eugene was so niceee! He offered us to head over to his friend's, Louis, MBS hotel room to look at the fireworks. HAHA! So we took MRT from Raffles Place to Promenade! & we played Monopoly Deal in the room. TSK! ): I didn't win. Don't like to play with themmm. HAHA. Then we gotta rush to catch the last train! Funn (:
VIVIAN! I WANNA GO TO THE PARTY AT FLYER! NEXT YEAR OKAY! WE SHALL GO TOGETHER! ♥ & not going home till the next morninggg!
Then when I got home, met Liliang & gang downstairs. They were on their way to Tiong park. TSK! SHOULD HAVE GONE WITH THEM ): BoonTeck & YongMing were so mean. Lionel too.
Then met these two weird guys. & one of them made me jump, cos he suddenly reached abruptly into his pocket, fishing out his phone. I THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO TAKE OUT A KNIFE & SLASH ME! HAHA! I know I know, I sound dumb. But I was scared lur. I went into the lift first then these two guys followed right behind, & thoughts just came flowing in.

I love Nana!

Sometimes, I just wished that I'd been a doll which feels nothing.

Living happily in my own world, without having any worries but with only pleasant happenings.

I don't know what I want now, exactly. But I feel tired worrying.
& if you hadn't know, I don't like the feeling of heartaches; the uncontrollable flow of tears.
I guess you don't know me well enough at all, though you claimed to be so.
I'm not like her, who can party all day long.
I just need someone. Someone whom I can really rely on.
I just noticed that I don't have anyone to call out to if I'm really in danger.
So what if you said that I can count on you, call you, when I'm having problems?
There's nothing you can do at all, have you realised that?
Well, if you didn't, now you know.
Leaving me hanging like that. I was so worried last night.
I thought what could've happened to you. 
Never did I know that I was just plainly wasting my worries on you.
You were having such a great fun. What could have ever happened!?
You know, I just need a simple text.
NOT AN UPDATE OF WHAT YOU'RE DOING BUT TO TELL ME YOU'RE ALRIGHT.
I thought that's pretty easy, anyone can do it just fine.
But I was wrong, AGAIN. HA HA. I feel dumb.
Anyways, no more next time, to myself.
I shan't care about a thing anymore. It's your choice, why should I be a busybody?