Blog-hop

Appearing here, RANDOMLY :D 

Yes yes, I know I shouldn't. I know I'm supposed to be with my books already. BUT MY VIDEOS ARE STILL BUFFERING! ):

Anyways, then tried to do some blog hopping to kill the time. 

Yeah, should just go back to my books first right? Instead of blog-hop. OKAY THIS ISN'T THE POINT.

I miss Jiayan's blog! Why did you close it down! ): Had been wanting to complain about it HAHA! 'Cause Jiayan started blogging way earlier than I do & that she was quite an avid blogger, most of the happenings were up on her blog. & now, when I wanna read it, it isn't there anymore ):

Restore your blog can, Pretty? ♥

So when did I start blogging? I joined in the fun 'cause everyone else in the clique was doing so. So at that point of time, 11 blogs were connected to the clique's blog! It was so long ago. Secondary 1! (:

Oh, & throughout these few years, I deleted a number of posts. Especially the first few posts when I first started blogging. iie h8 dhis waee of typing euu c? HAHAH! Damn lian-ish, I swear. Me myself can't stand it, so said goodbye to them. Kinda regretted 'cause when you wanna look back & remember what happened in the past, these posts ain't there anymore. Even the emails too. But ohwells, I don't use that email, moon2_6_2@hotmail.com, anymore. Forgot the passworddd. Haha!

Okay, going back to my Dream High! 

Oh, & I wanna start watching Kim Sam Soon soon! Just came across Hyun Bin's photos. Man! He's so cute! So many things I wanna do this hols ): I wanna go Korea again.

Armor

(: Exams are in 3 days' time. & asking me what I've learnt & if I've prepared myself, NOTHING. Yes, did try to study, did try to get into the study mode. But nope, just can't do it. Started to feel really awful again, for the past week. YOU WON'T KNOW IT. Get what I mean? (:

I don't like to start a quarrel. No argument too. I like to be friends with anyone & everyone. Those retarded things are the last things I ever wanna do. It's like an atomic bomb, killing everyone in the way, not only the people involved. So if I have a choice, no enemy, no frienemy [Is this how you spell it?].

I feel like backspacing everything I just typed out. I don't even know what I'm trying to drive at HAHA! Idiot.

Anyways, just wanna say that, if there's anything to be said to me, anything that anyone wants me to listen to, come up right to me (: I'd just take it. Why try to act all so anonymous in whatever you do? & hoping that I get it? Nope, I need you to say it to me.

OKAY ENOUGH, HAHA! I don't know what to say already. Lastly, I love my friends! ♥ I really do. Cherishing every single one. That's if you consider me as one too.

If dear clique & friends are reading my current post now, I miss you. The awesome times, I'll never forget (:

HELLO GIRL, YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE BUT STUDYING. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO ON YOUR BLOG? DOES IT GIVE YOU ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS!?

So, chatted with Adriel over the phone yesterday. Ha, it's really been such a long time! & it was rather fun talking to him. We were too busy with our own individual businesses. Me with my new life in poly, & him preparing for Os. We don't even know what really happened last year haha.

*Staring at this page for 15 mins & I don't know how to continue with it!*

Alright, so just wanna dedicate this paragraph to you. Thanking you for talking to me last night, taking my mind off for awhile. If I get a chance, I'll take up mountain biking alright? Had been rather stressful, I feel. & complicated?

My life is like a potion, things mixing together as one. But the end product isn't done yet. Still in progress! So how would it be like? No one knows. But the process, of course, I can get a little taste of it while adding a little this & that. & yupp, hoping for the best.

P.S I will no longer be that girl with the almost fake identity.

Everyone might think that I'm independent & all,

But no one knows it was all an act.

Best friends, Boyfs, People who are close to me.

I was "alright" with everything,

Just to go along with everyone,

Thinking what's best for others,

But not for myself. 

Rather than everyone getting the hurt & injuries,

I might as well be the heroine?

I thought I was rather cool saying things that I don't even mean inside.

Instead of someone else getting hurt,

Having to bear with all the difficulties,

I might as well be the one to save?

That's the only thing I can do.

Because I care that's why I'm doing it.

This is not for credits & NOT to make one feels bad about it.

But now after I learned it the hard way,

I don't think I'm suitable for this at all.

Crying all alone in bed after that doesn't feel good.

No one being there for you & nobody knows anything.

I'm gonna take off the smiling mask I'd been wearing in front of you.

& start wearing the armor as I move on in the fight.

Not gonna give in/up, 

Not gonna say "No, it's alright".

HWAITING! (:

Okay this is totally "hahahaha". Just some random post I guess. What's wrong with me! I don't usually post in such a manner. Ohwells!

Started blogging at 2120 but look at the time now! I NEEDA GO STUDY! I already feel like I'm gonna get killed in the exam hall! & my neck hurts like shit as I keep tilting my head to get my fringe off my sight, & also my habit. Annoying.

Till then! Bye! ♥

Holiday-Mood

I have no intend to study for my exams anymore. I feel really lazy. I just wanna lie in bed all day & sleep! Okay sleeping all day won't happen, 'cause I can't do so (:

ALL I WANNA DO IS PLAY ALL DAY LONG, DON'T WANNA WORRY BOUT ANYTHING!

So house visiting this year, not much updates to be done. First day of new year, just went Yishun to visit Granny, then head home for dinner already (: Second day, visited 3 houses {: & it was the fun day! Met YangJun, YangSheng, JunNa, ZhiBin, ZhiXiang & ZhiXuan. They're totally LOL-larious. The way they hold a conversation, YOU'LL NEVER EVER GET BORED. Especially ZhiXiang always being 无厘头 whenever he talks. It never fails to make us laugh. Oh, & all of us met up at an uncle's house at Bukit Panjang. So the next year we're going to meet up, where huh? Haha. & ZhiBin has gone to serve the nation already. REALLY FAST. I didn't expect him to go in so early. HMPH.

& I miss chalet!

Ugh! I can't stand my coughs! Endless coughing that my throat hurts so badly when it already is. With this continuing, I think I am going to develop abs. Don't even have to do crunches.

Felt really dead on Thursday afternoon. I really thought I was going to die. No kid! Breathless, Aches all over, Cramps, Headaches, Sore throat. You name it, I GOT IT. & when I went to the temple to pray with my Granny, I almost fainted. REALLY. Couldn't breathe well, & then suddenly everything turns pure white. Yeah, & I got the naggings from Granny again.

"Call you not to drink so much cold stuff already don't listen la! See what happens when your menses come!"

Not only because of that lorrr. I was sick! Just that no one knew & I didn't want anyone to know how unwell I was. I don't want Granny & Mommy to worry for me. & I wanna go out to play still, hehe!

Then on Friday, 11 February 2011, went out with Yongjia, Liliang & Meishan. Wanted to catch Black Swan but it was M18 & I'm the only one who hasn't reached that age :D Anyways Yongjia already watched it online, Annoying one who called us to watch together & he himself watched it first. & Liliang wasn't feeling well too so went home early in the end! Oh, & dinner was at Manhattan at Iluma (:

& ytd, 12 February 2011, went to Mommy's friend's place (: Bringing Nana & Jenyi too. Nana's really cute! She tried to play with the Top-Up machine when I asked her if she wanna play with it. & my mom stared at me then HAHA! Then in the train, she sat all on her own then as I was standing, she asked me to sit on her laps. She uh (: See, I'm going to dote on her even more, THOUGH SHE LIKES TO HIT ME. She's really adorable. & yeah, when I carried her to NTUC to get some milk for her, people think that I'm her mom again. Nothing new to me. This always happens. When she was only a week old too, I carried her to the clinic for a check-up with my mom. People gave me weird looks, & some even came up to ask if my mom is her grandma & I'm her mom. I was like WTF then. I was only 15 can! But coming to think of it. It's funny (:

& with Nana's endless mimic of SNSD's dance & singing, I'm getting even more hooked on to their songs than I was.

Happy Chinese New Year! ♥ Time to collect red packets! Whoohoo! {: Wishing everyone all the best in this new year. Good result; More money; Get a girlf/boyf; Get a life; Be healthy (: Haha, received a number of funny texts. Which I am totally amazed felt the originality! From Zhibin (cousin) : Happy Chinese New Year! With lots of ♥s! Best wishes and all the best! Want money, get money! Want gf/bf, get gf/bf! Want good grades, get good grades! Want me, get me! LOL. ♥ Zhibin. :D I think the "Want me, get me!" part is really funny. Hm, does he really mean that? he's gonna throw himself at anyone who wants him? HA! From Adriel: A: Happy Chinese New Year! ;D Me: HAPPY CNY TO YOU TOO! FIND A GIRLF SOON YES! HAHAH! A: Yea! Wishing you to health more TIME prosperity!!! find a boyfriend too okay!! Me: LOL. YEAH, MORE MONEHH. GOOD RESULT. MORE BOYFS LOL. Haha! Me want more boyfs. LOL. That was totally random but ohwells. Cool only what! From Gerald: Happy Lunar New Year! Thanks for being that little nuisance in my life that never fails to make me smile! Hahaha. Hope that you'll stay healthy and smile always! Don't give up! Have a meaningful year ahead! Haha! Damn cute. I'm no little nuisance at all okay! I know I always make people smile (: Never fail to :D RD at night earlier on. Nothing much we took some photos. As in only Sokwei, Jenyi, Jenhow me (: Shall upload now, along with some overdue photos which Kelly, Crystal I took over at SP, during the Waves15, which Annsley danced in {: Nana {: Jenyi really looks hideous in this photo. I might even have nightmare after this LOL. Our supper! At MRT station. that was the second cup noodles I had for the night! I found what Ashin said during concert already! The lines that made me gaga for the whole night! HAHA! "如果有一天，你对我说你想要一颗星星， 那我就会为你摘下那颗最闪耀的星星。 如果有一天，你对我说你想要一朵花， 那我就会在夜空里亮起那一朵朵的烟花。 如果有一天，你对我说你想要离开我， 那我就会对你说，我会给你最后，最美，最好的温柔"。 ♥ you know what, SINGAPOREAN GUYS WOULDN'T BE AS ROMANTIC! THEY WOULDN'T SAY SUCH THINGS TO THEIR GIRLFS! I finally met Gab Glenn! {:

Awaiting

We're finally done with all the nonsense in school! OH YAY! I'm not gonna go back to school for any revision lecture & sorts. Maybe on 11 Feb to hand in the Laws group assignment. Ohwells, see how :D I don't feel like it.

So the tests & projects. Total failure. I don't wanna talk bout them. They're like a wastage of time.

I guess I'm sounding a little cranky now haha! But hm, sorry people (: Don't mind about me.

So, CNY is in two days' time. Now that it's 2330, 1st Feb. I guess I'm rather prepared? (:

I'm still waiting for my concert to be converted to WMV format since iTunes doesn't seem to be able to play it. & there's like 3 hours more till the conversion is done.

Ohwells. PATIENCE, GIRL, PATIENCE! I need something to lighten up my mood. I need Ashin.

Okay, maybe I'll make a call to Liliang. Feel like talking to her. Will be back again some other day. Bye (:

& I realized how much I love my life being colorful.

I actually bother to change the colors even when I'm... OHWELLS HAHA!

Just wanna say, thank you (: