Hurting Like Crazyzxc!

I don't know why my right eye, the one I'd operation on 3 years ago, hurts at times now. It stings at the cut. [ Don't ask me how I know where's the cut after so long, I JUST KNOW IT. ] I hope nothing's going wrong with it, really. I don't wanna turn blind as the len drops.

YES IT CAN DROP IF I'M NOT CAREFUL!

And granny's always scaring me, telling me that some people that she knows, dropped their lens unknowingly, and everything went pitch dark. I don't wanna try it. It doesn't sound fun to me, not at all. And I'm not going to tell my mom about it, least she worries.

MOMMY, YOU'RE NOT COMING TO MY BLOG OKAY.

If I'm really going blind, wait till I look through everything again in my life, and finish travelling around the world. [ HAHA! Travelling around the world's too out. Cannot be. And it'll take way too long! ] Anyways, till then, I shall pray hard. And my next appointment with Dr Audrey Chia, my eyecare specialist, is next yearrr!

I'm sorry, I don't know what I exactly want now.

Don't wanna leave too cos I can't bear to.

But I don't know what's going to happen in the near future.

What will exactly happen? I really want to know.

I'm sorry for the agony that I caused.

Tell me if you're tired too okay?

You should not only think about me, but yourself too.

Not that I wanna push you away, I'm just giving you space.

Gifts Greetings In December (:

Anthony texted me this afternoon, asking me to go back to Gifts Greetings during my December vacation. CHRISTMAS! :D Wrapping presentsss. I guess I am? I don't know. But only Shukim's going back out of so many people ): Ughh, see how! Anyways 2 weeks of hols only, then. I don't feel like wasting it.

Skipped work today and went out with K (: Nana doesn't like you HAHA! No choice lur okay? Don't be sad (: You just look so scaryyy. Spending the day with you is AWEEESOMEEE!

很安静 - 飞轮海

要说得多动听 才能证明 最亲密的关系
云绕着天空 什麽也没讲 已是最美好的约定
要说得多华丽 才能说出 最默契的默契
我在你身边 呼吸都沉默 你却懂我每个情绪

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

要说得多肯定 才能肯定 两个人的心情
风遇上风筝 还没有邀请 已经一起愉快旅行
要说得多用力 才能留下 最坚定的决定
每一个路口 你不用开口 我已经重合你脚印

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

所有感受 不用形容 已经那麽懂 　
所有感动是安静的心动

这世界再热闹 也没关系
每一个眼神我们就能感应
这世界再热闹 我们已经
在彼此心里所以很安静

This is nicer than 误会, I don't care! (:

一秒钟的永远

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜒点在微微涟漪水中
涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟
却让人怀念的好久好久

在我们的爱情中　总是太多风波
忘记它　才能安然度过

释怀后的拥抱虽短　感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我　那么久以后
我还清晰　记得在你怀中丰富感受
只一秒钟　却永远了
虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过
为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
只一秒钟　却成为了永远

I like this song! Though the lyrics are rather simple, but they're with meanings (: PLUS PLUS, THE MUSIC'S GREAT!

I wanna go KBox ehhh. So much to do, so little timeee.

Pardon Me

It's a Saturday afternoon and I'm seriously bored out ): Nothing to do at all. Being asked out but heh, feeling lazy today, don't really want to get out of my house. Okay, I know I should stop my complaints! It's getting irritating.

I don't know why I feel myself suffocating! No air no air! Maybe I should get my mom to buy me a mini oxygen tank, which I can bring wherever I go!

Stupid Jenhow keeps laughing to himself, watching some SNSD video on Youtube. Crazy. Giving him the WTS face. He should seriously start on his revision. HE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING AT ALL TO TRY PASS HIS Os! He laughed at me earlier this year when I received my result, cos I cried my eyes out.

Yay yay yay! Bowling outing next Sunday! Can't waittt! Cycling at ECP! Planned it with Jesny, 大嫂. She wanna cycle so much too, I KNOW!

I'm trying to find something to do, TRYING REALLY HARD. But I can't seem to get anything at all ): Dyinggg. So here I am, blogging, wasting my life away.

You got my temperature rising like El Nin-YO!

Can you feel the fire in my eyesss.

I'm trying to get myself hyped up if you haven't notice. And Jenhow's really pissing the shit outta me. I want serenity in the house! Can he stop laughing like some crazy guy?

I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT!

I needa stop stocking up presents at home!

My granny has been complaining that I always buy presents, and not giving them out.

Ughh! Schedules are always clashing, how to meet up ):

In the Early Mornings

Just as I was saying that I am not going to work anymore, yeah, I'm going back to work with the aunties again. I'm not being a liar can. Guess they just need me HAHA! But ughh! Gonna start work from tomorrow on till the end of hols, 15 October. Mixed feelings. Somehow I don't feel like going back at all already. I wanna spend time at home, spend time with K (: [ Yes yes, I just mentioned about you! Haha. Keep saying that I don't care about you ): ] But haha! They missed me! Auntie Lingling, told me that she can't stand the girl for being really weird and that keeps getting them in to trouble for throwing away important documents. Oh, she called me when I was asleep. SO EMBARRASSING ): Hahah.

Okay, I shall blog about yesterday then! Did nothing again for the entire day. Only went out at night with K (: I enjoy spending time with you! And I know I've been rather wilful at times. I'm sorry okay? I just love to see the smile on your face. Smile more!

Whatever I said to you yesterday and this morning,

I'm sorry okay?

I'll stop myself from thinking all so negatively,

But to only cherish the times we're having together now.

ILY!

Bowling Chalet ♥

Okay, just got back from chalet last night. Was so tired! And I nearly fainted? Or did I faint? I wasn't very sure. I just know that I was subconscious yesterday when I fell off my bike. Matthew Daddy said my face went pale and yeah, he thought that I did faint. Hahah, felt so much like a loser yesterday. DO I HAVE TO FAINT THERE AND THEN, SPOILING ALL THE FUN? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! I should have just stayed back in the house, and sleep through the fun everyone would be having. I knew I was going to faint if I push myself further AND TADA! I WAS RIGHT! Am I clever or what? Predicting the future for myself. And I actually felt nauseous when Daddy fetched me on his bike HAHA! Lousy me. I guess I'm just too independent as a whole. I enjoy doing everything on my own. Anyways, gotta thank all those people who helped me (: ShaoTing, Heng, Nicolette, Fattah and Matthew. ShaoTing, Heng and Nicolette stayed to help clean my wound, while the guys went off in the rain to help buy water. ALL OF YOU ARE SO SWEET! Seriously. And Daddy has been taking care of me really well (:

Anyways, enough of my rubbish yes? Chalet was alright. I enjoyed it pretty much (: I love the gamess! Too many to be listed though (: And living together with the team, feels much like a family! Even when it's just for a day, I guess we did understand one another more by now. And please lur, the guys uh, I CAN'T STAND YOUR MESS! Please clear your mess, and not depend on others to clear it for you! You won't expect everyone being so nice to help you right?

I love talking through the night with everyone. Yes, I was half asleep, my brain wasn't functioning, but I know what was happening around me still. And Daddy was damn funny! "Don't go near the guys who are drunk okay." HAHA! Then I was like, "Orh okay." with a strict face like the one he gave me. And sat at the dining area.

Oh and playing badminton with Sarah and gang was whoohoo! Frisbee too :D Perspired like shit. But had fun, so who cares! And now, my right arm's aching like crazy ): I can't even do anything properly with it. I'm into badminton again HAHA! Fun fun!

Okay, the post is getting long! Gotta stop. Bye! (:

The result's out, and it's shitty. No more working during study break for me again. I know I'll be too tired and lazy to revise my work! Grr! Wasted effort right from the start. No more fooling around! Xingjie damn mean. When I said "We should stop fooling around and start to get real.", he said "It's not we, its you!" Annoying! ):

No one knows how I felt. No one will know that I teared in the rain.

What am I even thinking? What am I expecting and waiting for?

It's Just So Me

What if someday, you realise that the person you've been waiting for all along isn't within your grasps? If this really does happen to me. I choose to let him go. Who knows he might be happier?

I know I've been blogging too much lately. I'm really bored out. I don't know what to do ): Imgaine 3 weeks being so clueless of what to do at home! Ughh, I don't know how long I can hold out. I might just faint and dieee! Okay, on the bright side, I can just waste my life away, sleeping, eating, lazing. I should learn from those people are so good at this haha!

Maybe I should start reading! I haven't even finish the novel, Sparkles. And then I bought a new novel last December, UNTOUCHED BY ME! When it's like so tattered after Sokmun borrowed it. And I wanna buy the new novel, I've A Bad Bestfriend ): So tempting. I know I am not going to read it, but leave it in the cabinet. So there's no point for me to get them. I'M JUST SO ATTRACTED TO ITS GLOSSY COVER AND THE TITLE HAHAH!

I'M SORRY PEOPLE, WHO THINK THAT I'M WASTING SPACE ON MY BLOG WITH SUCH STUPID POST. BUT HEY, THIS IS MY SPACE! EFF OFF IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST IT (: The little red cross is just on the top right hand corner!