Missing You ♥

First week of 2011 is gone, just like that. & I HAD DONE NOTHING YET! Not a single project completed; No revision done. I really have to start.

C# helpsheet has to be handed in next Wednesday! Gotta do somethinggg.

I miss STC days! Getting through the days like that. Sleeping during lessons, fooling around, chatting, writing letters ♥

Anyways so school was on for only on Monday & Tuesday. HOW GLAD WAS I! But I didn't do anything constructive from Wednesday till Friday too. Not enough sleep also.

- 2 January 2011, Sunday -

PRAWNING WITH MATTHEW DAD AT BISHAN. It was rather fun! 'Cause I caught 4 LOBSTERS! HAHAHA! & he only got 1 baby prawn. Yay yay! First time prawning & I already won :D Not bad right. Feel so accomplished!

- 3 January 2011, Monday -

Start of school! Can't remember a thing though haha! But I can see K! :D

- 5 January 2011, Wednesday -

Went Party World with Matthew! Sang for 4 hours straight, so tiring. Haha! I swear 2 people only, shouldn't go KTV the next time. & whoohoo! I didn't know my voice is so influential. Hehe. Matthew was so amazed when I sang. So funny lur, his expression.

- 6 January 2011, Thursday -

Went out with K (: Watched The Tourist! Angelina Jolie is really hot (: Went Tiong's GV to watch since Cineleisure's timing isn't what we wanted.

- 7 January 2011, Friday -

Went back to school. Supposed to help out in the Open House, but I didn't do a shit. So I just completely wasted my time there. But I got to see him ♥

- 8 January 2011, Saturday -

Went shoppinggg! For CNY's clothes. & I got my heels from Charles & Keith, & tubes from Fox already! Oh yay! :D Practically almost done already. & going shopping tomorrow again with Bee! (:

I just noticed that some people in school do stalk my blog.

Don't ask me how I know it, I JUST DO HAHA!

Anyways, BET YOU DIDN'T KNOW I'M CLEVER ENOUGH TO SEE THE COMMENTS.

That's how I found out (:

HAHAH! I DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT,

BUT OHWELLS, WHO CARES RIGHT.

As long as I do (:

Webcamming with K now.

HE'S AS ANNOYING AS EVER!

Stupid. Yeah yeah, go on complain that I'm slow updating.

Idiot. HAHA!

Love you (:

2011!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! (:

A brand new beginning; TIME TO SEARCH FOR SOMETHING NEW & INTRIGUING :D

I don't think I wanna hold on to something that kills me inside out. Tiring. It really is.

SO, MY RESOLUTIONS FOR THE YEAR:

1. Stop being lazyy.

2. Learn to let go! ( Even when it hurts so badly, when you can't seem to be able to. )

3. Get a lifeee.

4. Study study!

& LASTLY, I HOPE MY WISHES COME TRUE!

2011, please please! 2nd last year for Earthlings to be around! ( Yes, I believe what the scientists say about the world ending on 21 Dec 2012! & a group of American scientists even said that 3 UFOs are moving towards Earth! They're being located at Pluto nowww. & when they reach Mars, we can easily spot them with the help of telescope! HOW COOL IS THAT! )

Alright, anyways! Last night, the last few hours of 2010, I SPENT & ENJOYED MYSELF SO MUCH WITH MY AWESOME GROUP OF GIRLFRIENDS! Kelly, Crystal, YuenYong, Vivian & Annsley! ♥ They actually made so much efforts to spend their night with me! I love you! :D Really touched, I swear.
Though I missed out the movies part, I love gossiping & meals with you! & the fireworks was definitely great! ( Awkward atmosphere at MBS, I know. But ohwells! We did enjoy right? :D )
& they said I was being so motherly yesterday. Whoohoo! I know righttt. Hahaha! I just felt this responsibility to get everyone home safely since I was the one who suggested to staying out past midnight!
OH YES CRYSTAL! I DON'T LIKE YOUR SWEATY PALM STILL ): You made my phone wet with your sweattt.
So, yesterday, after our dinner at XinWang at CityLink, we walked all the way to Ris Carlton for washroom. HAHA! Wanted to head over to Raffles hotel, but we missed the entrance, so there :D Then we started to camwhore in the washroom like nobody's business.

Vivian, Me, Anssley & Kelly (:

OKAY, THE RESTS OF THE PHOTOS ARE IN YUENYONG'S CAMERA HAHA! ( Vivian went in to the wrong toilettt. )
Oh! & we discovered that we just had to pay 10 bucks to get in the Helipad at the top floor. There, we can have a nice clear view of the fireworks! & there'll be a free drink, of choices Beer, Wine or Softdrink! DAMN COOL LA! I wanted to go ): But everyone else was too broke. Ohwells. Next time I guess! MUST GO ARRR!
Then after so, tried to walk over to Esplanade Park BUT THERE WAS ROAD BLOCK EVERYWHERE WE GO! & end up walking further & further away to CBD area.
Eugene was so niceee! He offered us to head over to his friend's, Louis, MBS hotel room to look at the fireworks. HAHA! So we took MRT from Raffles Place to Promenade! & we played Monopoly Deal in the room. TSK! ): I didn't win. Don't like to play with themmm. HAHA. Then we gotta rush to catch the last train! Funn (:
VIVIAN! I WANNA GO TO THE PARTY AT FLYER! NEXT YEAR OKAY! WE SHALL GO TOGETHER! ♥ & not going home till the next morninggg!
Then when I got home, met Liliang & gang downstairs. They were on their way to Tiong park. TSK! SHOULD HAVE GONE WITH THEM ): BoonTeck & YongMing were so mean. Lionel too.
Then met these two weird guys. & one of them made me jump, cos he suddenly reached abruptly into his pocket, fishing out his phone. I THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO TAKE OUT A KNIFE & SLASH ME! HAHA! I know I know, I sound dumb. But I was scared lur. I went into the lift first then these two guys followed right behind, & thoughts just came flowing in.

I love Nana!

Sometimes, I just wished that I'd been a doll which feels nothing.

Living happily in my own world, without having any worries but with only pleasant happenings.

I don't know what I want now, exactly. But I feel tired worrying.
& if you hadn't know, I don't like the feeling of heartaches; the uncontrollable flow of tears.
I guess you don't know me well enough at all, though you claimed to be so.
I'm not like her, who can party all day long.
I just need someone. Someone whom I can really rely on.
I just noticed that I don't have anyone to call out to if I'm really in danger.
So what if you said that I can count on you, call you, when I'm having problems?
There's nothing you can do at all, have you realised that?
Well, if you didn't, now you know.
Leaving me hanging like that. I was so worried last night.
I thought what could've happened to you. 
Never did I know that I was just plainly wasting my worries on you.
You were having such a great fun. What could have ever happened!?
You know, I just need a simple text.
NOT AN UPDATE OF WHAT YOU'RE DOING BUT TO TELL ME YOU'RE ALRIGHT.
I thought that's pretty easy, anyone can do it just fine.
But I was wrong, AGAIN. HA HA. I feel dumb.
Anyways, no more next time, to myself.
I shan't care about a thing anymore. It's your choice, why should I be a busybody?

Counting Down! ♥

I'm supposed to update once I end my work on Saturday. BUT I KNOW! I'M LAZY! HAHA! But I'm busy at the same time! Outings outings! & of course trying to spend time with K, though it isn't for very long & not every single day (:

I'm on the phone with Bee now hehe! I miss him so much! ♥ Though I just met him in the noon.

We're so excited now, planning for trip next year! I can't wait :D But I'm containing my excitement, not going to show him. Cos I'm laughing at him now for sounding so crazy haha!

Dear K, I'm excited too la okay? Just that I'm trying to be cool about it, NOT GOING TO SHOW YOU :D

So many work yet to be done! & I only discovered so after I wrote a whole list of To-do work. & I'm tired, physically. I wanna lie in bed all day & not getting out of it at all.

Mr Sleep, I need you, SO MUCH! ♥ ( More than me needing K. Hohoho! )

I'm thinking of going to bed already, but Eugene just had to remind me that Finance quiz is due in a day's time! Oh God. & the quizzes are a total bitch. I swear. Anyways he just offered to tell me how well he fare later, then I'll get some motivation to do!

Alright, I know I'd been complaining about work for the past week. & yes! I finished it already :D & I'm gonna get my pay tomorrow! Oh yes! Time for shopping! ♥

I'm still contemplating to drag Jenhow to go shopping with me at Vivo tomorrow. Should I or should I not? But I'm going to get him something if he does la. I'M SUCH A DARLING SISTER. HAHAHA!

Oh & how I hate working on Christmas week! The shop was super messy. & I meant it! Endless packing as the customers "shopped". Ransacking & creating havocs.

I hate BabyAlive! Baby dolls that sound on their own & talked weirdly at night. They creep me out & make me hallucinate alot.

On my first day of work, K came to fetch me home, with H & Jo! Haha! How sweet of them! It was really a pleasant surprise. I didn't expect them to be there at all! ♥

& during the working period, I missed K! No timeee.

& I took half day last Wednesday to go out with K! Though it was only a short period of time, I was happy! (: Didn't even felt like going back to work after that.

On Thursday, met up with Sarah & Nicole for supper at Tiong's Prata shop :D Seeing the both of them bickering, it was funny! Then met K, Jo & H (: Played Monopoly Deal till 1+ am! More of it yes!

& Christmas Eve! Went Party World with Karpoh & Shile! It was awesome! ♥ I know they thought I went crazy that night. & even said that I'm more hyper than in the day. Ohwells, no choice haha! Past my bedtime & I'd be like that! :D Binghui didn't came with us. TSK. Anyways I missed last year's Christmas. Everyone circled together outside Yoshinoya at Great World City, & played Monopoly Deal! Though it was kinda stupid but everyone enjoyed! (:

Anyways the KBox session wasn't shiok enough. I still wanna singgg! ):

& I nearly died the next day at work! I was super tireddd.

Buffet on Sunday! Then after that, dragged Jenhow with me to Tampines to shop for Christmas presents! I know I was really late getting them, BUT I'd excuse okay! Busy busy hahaha! & yeah, I got things for people except for myself ): I needa write a whole shopping list of what to get for myself! I don't know what to get! ): As in what exactly I should get for myself. I practically want everything hehe. Then we went over to H's house to help play with Muffin. Muffin's so cute! She loves me! :D

Monday. Went out with K for a while in the morning, then went out with E in the evening! Went shopping & watched Guliver's Travel (: 

Tuesday, went lunch with Wanzhen at Cathay's Aston's. Gossiped so much! Had been so long since we did that. & I enjoyed it haha! Our conversations will always be about People! :D

Went to watch Yogi Bears with K today! He's so gay when he mentioned Yogi Bear. HAHA! So funny. Then went H's house to find Jo to help out with Muffin & Cookie. I guess I just have a way with them hehe!                                                                                                                                                                                      

Oh yes! I forgot to mention about the outing I had with Eric, Winnie, Liliang & Karliang. HEHE! It was a blast! I missed going out with them after so long! Cycling at ECP. & we cycled all the way to Changi Airport runway to see the planes landing. I'd never felt so tired & breathless because of the endless chatting when cycling. Screaming & shouting; Crapping & rubbishing. I hope we'll have more of this! ♥

& Eric's a total nuisance! Kept hitting me & annoying me! He claimed that it was because he hardly sees me, so he had to grab his chances to do all these before being able to meet up after how many months later!

Made me feel like going back to primary school where we usually hanged out together after school at BMC Macs & during choir! Hehe.

I love choir sessions because of the people. & WE CAN SING TOGETHER! HAHA! Missing againnn.

Then I told him I don't wanna go out with him anymore as it was really torturous! Haha! Winnie must have been suffering alot too. Sighhh (:

Then went dinner at Iluma Manhattan with the rests. YongMing, BoonTeck, EeLing & Darren, & the rests are BoonTeck's friends whom I don't know any. Weird atmosphere & I felt so out of place. & I went back early cos I listened to K (: Imma good girl! & I was tired that's why hehe.

& I forgot to mention how sweet K was.

He brought me to Mt Faber,

as I wished to see the Christmas Tree up near.

But we didn't manage to catch a glimpse as it was too late I guess.

It's alright okay? I'd you with me on a Christmas morning! (:

I love you ♥

Endless Funn ♥

Hello world! As I promised that I'd do the updates as soon as I end my exam,

SO YES, HERE I AM RIGHT NOW :D

How sweet can I get. HAHA!

My laptop has been such a bitch. I hope that she won't get me mad again as I am trying to quickly post something up. I wanna get sufficient sleep before I faint of fatigue tomorrow! Stupid Fujitsu; Stupid Blue Screen virus. Keep blacking out continuously as soon as she had been started up.

& ohwells, I'm staying up to wait for K, that explains. Heh.

Hm, now I'm really wondering where I should start from. Seems like I haven't been updating for a really long time, have I?

Oh yes! I remembered that I'm supposed to talk about my sprained ankle.

& YES, I HAVEN'T RECOVERED FROM IT. BUT I'M NOT LAME, I'M STILL HOPING, JUMPING, RUNNING, SPRINTING, WALKING, ETC ETC ETC!

So here's the thing. I stumbled down the stairs on 1 December. I was about to head to school & was quite in a rush & I had to quicken my footsteps & I think I slipped off the metal part of the stairs? & to my left was an old lady holding on to the rail for support as she tried to make her way down slowly. SO I COULDN'T POSSIBLY TRY TO GRAB THE RAILS, LESS I KNOCK HER DOWN ACCIDENTALLY! So I stumbled to the right, & tada! Sprained Don'tKnowHowMany times of my ankle, till I reached the ground. IT WAS DAMN PAINFUL, I SWEAR. Tried to disregard the pain as I walked, but I felt myself on the verge of fainting as I felt something holding my breath. & called for help from home & my grandparents went downstairs to try help me get back home.

IF I WERE TO BE SOMEWHERE ELSE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED TO ME. No one actually helped!

Oh, & that day, went to see a Western doctor instead of the Chinese one. He said that my swell will recover in 4 days' time with the help of his medicine, don't need to rub or anything & sorts. So he just bandaged it. But guess what! This is the 17th day already, half a month gone, & I'm not recovering.

HE TOTALLY FAILED TO CURE!

& he claimed that I've some anxiety syndrome, that causes me to be breathless at times & dizzy. Ha! Funny or what, no doctor has said this to me before. They diagnosed me with asthma! Then he got me some medicine, which I totally left them untouched now. To decrease my palpitation & calm my nerves. He made me sound like a mental patient. & he had the cheek to ask me to go back to him if my condition, for ankle & mental, isn't cured. NO WAY WOULD I EVER GO BACK OKAY!

Then Bee's part! He was so sweet that few days. Not that he isn't now, but yupp. He came to my house from school, the next day after I fell, to bring me to school for Econs test. ILY!

I can't remember anything now.

Today, I'd great enjoyment with Liliang, Yuanyi & Sarah (:

I mean yesterday, Friday 17 December!

First outing with Sarah, but a meetup with Liliang & Yuanyi! Like finally. HAHA! Went town, watched Rapunzel & rubbished (:

YOU SHOULD TOTALLY CATCH RAPUNZEL OKAY! It's really awesome, REALLY! I feel like going the second time hehe! The songs are nice too! & Rapunzel's really prettaye!

Speaking of movies, I haven't watched HP! ):

Going ECP tomorrow with Eric, Winnie, Liliang, Karliang & Meishan! :D Then Bugis for dinner after that. CAN'T WAIT! Cyclinggg.

I'm glad I've gained back my independence skill. 

I no longer needa rely on nor sticking to you.

But finding my own programs, 

In search of fun (: 

3 yays to myself!

Exam Week!

It's exam, AGAIN! & I haven't been updating my blog since like 2 weeks ago!? I know I know I gotta start doing so soon. After my papers (: [ 2 papers this week! Tmr, Law & Ethics, & on Friday, Fundamentals of Networking. THIS SUCKS! ]

Nothing much happened recently. But Bee has been really sweet to me (: Love you!

& my ankle hasn't recovered from the sprain. Still hurting! [ Will update about this another time too. ]

Forget the times he walked by;

Forget the times he made you cry;

Forget the times he spoke your name;

Remember now you're not the same.

Forget the times he held your hand;

Forget the sweet things if you can;

Forget the times & Don't pretend;

Remember now he's just your friend.

In the Day ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA WANZHEN!

I haven't forgotten your birthday okay? & you're finally of the same age as me, YAY!

Hm, I missed the chance to be the first person to wish you. Sooo, I shall be the last today! (: Shall text you at 11:59pm laterrr haha.

Will pass you your present to you soon okay?

I love you! ♥

Went out with dear K in the morning/noon (: Sorry to make you wait for so long okay?

BUT WHO ASKS YOU TO NOT TELL ME WHAT TIME YOU WILL REACH EXACTLY HAHA!

Went Queensway with him for lunch & shopped around IKEA.

Wasn't for a very long time, but I TRULY ENJOYED MYSELF.

Oh, & I didn't know that my blog can bring such entertainment to Jo, I don't know who else reads my blog. She actually asked me to quickly update my blog, IMPATIENTLY, said that she's bored without anything to read. HAHA! Ohwells, now I knowww.

K, you rock! ♥

Another One

I don't know what I've been up to lately. I feel really tired this week! Keep falling asleep when I'm supposed to be studyinggg. I don't know why. Something's draining my energy away. Is it Voldermort doing all these tricks!? Alright, it's the HP Season (:

Anyways I just wanna tell K, how sorry I am yesterday. I don't mean to be this way, trying to "get rid" of you again, & dumped you at City Hall station. But I guess you already know the reason. Jo must had told you. Just need more time to adapt okay?

It was one week. Friggin one long week, & now, I've to try to get back in place, in my life again.

Okay, I know that I can do it! (:

I think my adaption skill rocks! Seriously, haha! After awhile, everything will be fineee.

Okay, where should I start from? My memory's failing me. I can't remember exactly everything now. Things that I did, places where I went, people I hanged out with for the day. Pros & cons again I guess. Advantage's that I don't have to remember the unhappy things! (: I can live by the day with a smile instead.

I love the whole of last week! Even though it's tiring, to me, everything's worthwhile with you! ♥

Tuesday, 16 November, went to the REAL DingTaiFeng for dinner.

So sad, they don't sell cheesefries nor fried crispy chicken there. Sighh! Bet Jo & H must be feeling the same way as me!

HAHAHA! I can't stop laughing now! I've a dumbdumb boyf, no choice ♥ But he's really cute :D

Happy 3rd Month to you ♥

Universal Studio on Wednesday, 17 November, with K, Jo & H. IT WAS ULTRA FUN! Really really. I love The Mummy ride, Revenge of the Mummy! Love it love it love it! :D Played thrice! & next time, WITHOUT JO, I'm going to go for umpteen times! Haha! I won't forget how Jo was on that day at the ride (: (: SOMEHOW, YOU MADE IT  MEMORABLE FOR US. THANK YOU FOR THAT! :D

Eh Jo! I make such an acknowledgement, don't you feel glad that you did something great!? HAHA!

But we missed the Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure ): All because of K. TSK! Really, next time, I'm going with other company already, NOT WITH YOU! HAHAHA, kidding. This will be my first stop the next time I go. So that there won't be any excuse for the ride to be under maintenance! *Touchwood!*

Oh & I'm not going to forget, that I got CHEATED to go on the Canopy Flyer at Jurassic! WHAT THE HELL CAN! K told me that it's a slow ride to view the nice scenery! & I really try to look out for NICE SCENERY, & there isn't! & just as I was about to turn & ask, I got the shock of my life! We literally fell backwards! [Oh, we were having the backseats.] & I screamed "You lie to me!" So embarrassing can! I wonder if anyone heard me. He only knew how to laugh & laugh non-stop ): Meanie.

Okay, lunch for the day was at Goldilocks. The bottle for my drink's cute! Oh, & lousy K, spilled drink on Jo. Sigh sigh sigh. HAHA! Butter fingers (:

WaterWorld was kinda amazing. But I don't like to get wet with my belongings! ): & all sticky after drying. Complaints complaints complaints. && dear K was the one who went all the way to the first row. He knew that we were going to be splashed at & still went ahead >:( Okay, that's the whole main point of the show la (:

I DIDN'T SCREAM AT SHREK 4-D ADVENTURE! OH YAY! They expected me to, but I didn't. Felt so proud of myself (: (: The ride was cute (: & Donkey LIVE was kinda dumb. & Accelerator made me dizzy.

So the next time I go, must must go to Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure & Battlestar Galactica! :D

Universal SG has limited rides, so not exactly that fun if you compare it with the other Universals around.

BUT IT'S THE COMPANY THAT COUNTS!

I'D TONS OF FUN! ♥

Finally saw Muffin on Thursday, 18 November! It's really cute! Too cute to be true (:

& on Friday, brought phoney to the Doctor's! & only at the Service Centre that K found out that my bottle spilled, & caused everything inside my bag to be wet. Super wet. Even my laptop from the other compartment got it too lur. Ugh! Embarrassing only, tried to clear up the mess when everyone was looking. OHWELLS HAHA! Then the seats & floor were wet too! :D Then we cabbed back to my place to dry my things & went to Tiong for dinner. PFT. He blamed me cos he wanted to hang around Town. Sorry lur.

Pol-ITE on Saturday, 20 November! It was awesome! :D Had great fun, met new people like Joey Toh & Sijia. They're a cute bunch of girls (: & the main highlight for the day's that, I FINALLY SAW WANZHEN AFTER LIKE HOW MANY DECADES OF YEARS! ♥ [Okay, not exactly that long. Just a few months only.]

I missed you like crazy, girl!

Totally ran & jumped on her when I saw her HAHA! She said that I was heavy because of the "impact" which caused her to stumble back a little ): 人家看到你,太高兴了嘛,你怎么这样 ): It was really tiring playing 8 games in a day! Then still went Town with K, Jo & H after that for dinner haha. & played Truth or Dare. Funny haha (:
NYP Girls' Team 1, You Did Great!

Sunday, popped out at Fattah's house in the evening, hoped to give him some belated birthday surprise. Was such a failure. Then went to some ulu place, I don't know where's that, for dinner. & Daryl fetched me home, THANK YOU! (: Oh, & before that, went Cathay to get my phone. THEY DIDN'T EVEN FIX IT! ONLY REFORMAT ):

Stayed in school to study for C# test which was on the next day, on Monday night. Concentration was really bad hahah! That's meee. Oh & I lost my purse at Koufu that night. As the lights were switched off, I didn't noticed that I left it on the chair. & only to realise when I wanted to buy chips in school the next day. Dumb or what ): Luckily Heng was nice enough to help me find back my purse for me. Was really depressed at first! But when I heard about the news that it was being found, I ran all the way to Koufu hehe! Thank you! Oh & Qunying & ZhenTing kept laughing at me. They said my expression was funny ): I was so moody already & they still laughed at me! It was the things inside my purse that matter so much. My neoprints, especially, & cards.

Yay yay! Got it back from that APNN! Stupid guy! I swore & cursed at him HAHA!

Wednesday, 24 November, went to Vivo for movie, Unstoppable, with K. Nothing much happened. Just love spending time with him! (:

For the whole of past week, it was just like another magical moment.

& such moments are short-lived, I know.

So I'm not going to ask for more, but to cherish the time ♥