To You

I'm sorry. I really am.

I guess my actions ain't enough to prove how much I need you now.

It's all about you I can think of.

Don't be silly, don't doubt me, please.

JAPANESE ROMANCE MOVIES! ♥

Oh oh! I can't stand the wait! I wanna watch I Give My First Love To You on 21 October! Soon soon :D 11 more daysss. Shall go right after class heh. I know I'm being random but WHO CARES RIGHT.

Watched only a part of Sky Of Love again on youtube yesterday.

You should totally watch it if you haven't! Worth watching (: Ha, I cried non-stop. Even after that movie, WHEN I WAS AT HOME, I ran to the toilet to continue crying. I don't know why I couldn't stop at all. The lead actor and actress are cuteee! Hiro is being acted by Haruma Miura, & Mika by Yui Aragaki.

Click to watch on MySoju (:

& I watched the trailer of Threads Of Destiny. Wanted to catch it last year but missed it ):

Seems really niceee. Okay, I shall go get the disc. & maybe get Sky Of Love at the same time too! MOVIE MARATHON!

Oh and the last one! Dance, Subaru. Watched it last year, cos Yuxin was interested. So accompanied her (:

I swear it was a bad experience to watch a sad/touching movie first, and meal later. After watching it, our appetites were so ruined we skipped our lunch and went for junks instead. & I kept whining to her after that movie :D

WZWZ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WUZUN! ♥

See! I actually remember, without Wanzhen or Dorothea squealing about it to me! (:

Imma good girl, staying at home today! Should I go dinner with Shile they all tonight? I don't know if I should, 好烦噢！But I wanna watch Vegas later on Channel 5, at 7.30pm! And Bingbing doesn't wanna go with me. Grr.

Went out with K last night to Town. Spending time together is ♥ . But fattening eh? HAHA! Alright, who cares (: You're the best okay.

Dinner at Sakae with Weikai and Binghui on Friday night. It was the last day of work for Bingbing, Weikai and I still have to continue for the rest of this coming week, before school starts! And it was really nonsense? They said it was me who was really retarded, I WONDER OKAY. I know I'm always funn to be with (: No choiceee. They kept ganging up against meee!

Bingbing, I'm not Giraffe okay!

Should I move to Xanga?

Already having an account there. Still thinking bout it HAHA!

Actually I've accounts at LJ, WP & Sina too :D

Love Letters ♥

Was ransacking my drawer just now, back at home. YES, IT'S BEEN A LONG WHILE SINCE I LOOK THROUGH IT. Was it months or a year? Ain't very sure haha.

ANYWAYS, I found junks! Things that I won't touch or use anymoreee. Not going in to those.

Zhenghui's present's still with me, AFTER SO LONG. Yes, I found it lying there haha.

Then the neoprints with Qiaochu, Yeeshan, Samantha Low and Wanzhen. OLD SCHOOL DAYS! Seriously, I swear. How many years ago? P6 till now, 5 years! Wanzhen still had her long hair then. [ I feel like scanning these photos and tag her on Facebook! She doesn't like her long-haired photos to be seen by anyone, and if I do, I'LL GET KILLED. And I don't understand why still. But yupp, she looks really different. ]

Gahh! Neoprints ): Reminded me of my lost ones now. Yes, it's been such a long time and I can still complain about it. I'm sorry okay? Just bear with it! [ Wanted to link the post which I complained 4 years ago BUT THEN, I CAN'T STAND MY TYPING BACK THEN, REALLY AHLIAN. SO FORGET ABOUT IT HAHA! ] I miss the neoprints! They were really pretty. And I lost the whole bunch of it okay? Mainly the ones Daphne Gan, Jiayan and I took together. We usually skipped training once a week, on either Mondays or Fridays to go take photos together. Yes I know it sounded dumb but we always had fun together (: Going Bugis after school, had lunch, walked around and neoprints! And we always take two machines each time we were there haha. And it won't be the same everytime you try to take again.

Okay, now to my love letters! Yes, I love them a lot! ♥ Though I don't really get a thing which we had been writing to one another now. Forgot almost every single incidents which happened. Was trying so hard to recall them all. And yes, why are most of my letters nameless! I had to guessed who wrote them to me too, as I try to figure the handwritings. Letters from Mona, Wanzhen, Jiayan, Yuxin, Huiyee and Eunice Ong. THE LETTERS ARE TURNING YELLOW SOON AND THE INK ARE FADING SLOWLY! I FEEL LIKE LAMENATING THEM! Okay, I know I must be crazy if I really do that. BUT I CHERISH THEM, REALLY. Though we ain't that close anymore, like we used to.

Mona was always complaining about lessons being boring to me in the letters. Yes, she wrote them in class haha. And I gave her Chinese supplementry? Did I? Haha! That was being written in the letter.

Wanzhen complained a lot too, about everything! Complained how incompatible I was with CM_. I KNOW AND I AGREE NOW OKAY. Oops. And I didn't know who was KK till just now while I was reading her letter. KK = KingKong. HAHA! I was thinking really hard. And I felt like slapping myself when I forgot who was that person and started laughing to myself when I got it. She kept asking me to cut my hair too! "Please cut your bloody hair can."

We actually quarrelled during Sec1 within our mini clique [ Cheryl Tan, Huiyee, Jiayan and me ], and I forgot all about it. Till I read Jiayan's letter. We promised to be Bowling Partner, Best Friends Forever. I wonder if we can really get back to the same old us again, like we did in the past. Like what you said, quarrels are there to strengthen our bonds. And we did almost everything together. Hahah, I miss you all so much now! Though you won't be seeing this (: And you always say that my posts are always colourful! I want my life to be so (:

OKAY THIS POST IS SERIOUSLY LONG.

Didn't really write letter with Yuxin, did I? I only have one letter of hers with me ): And that was when she replied to my Valentine's Day letter for everyone. But it was really sweet still! Thanks for being there for me for those few years. And I hope that we can really be back as Twins again. You're going to be my BFF, always (: And yupp, got over mouse! Like how you hoped that I will in the letter. AND YOU TRIED TO MOTIVATE ME SO MUCH HAHA! Thinking back, I was so blinded. I didn't know you liked my house so much, no choice! Haha. And yes, I like your muffin! I hope you're going to bake them for me again. If I know any cute guys, yes, I'll get you to know them too! (:

Huiyee, though we don't hang out for a very long period of time, but you're fun (: AND I STILL CAN'T FORGET THAT I TOLD YOU YOU LOOK SO MUCH LIKE MY COUSIN AHAH! You're always so eccentric. Even your letters are so! Haha (: Misunderstandings do happen I guess and we forgot about it! Yees Forever! People do mix our names up too. Chinese lessons with you were fun! Notes passing timeee.

Last but not least, letter from Eunice (: Only two though. And it was rather weird and at a bad timing when we got close. It was because of C 'Div Bowling Tournament that she started asking me out and things, if not we don't even talk. Cos she was interested in Saimun. [ We got to know the ACSI guys: Kenneth Mah, Foo Saimun & Stanley Gan. And all of them kept insisting that I like Stanley, cos he's the kinda guy I would be interested in!? Oh, and Stanley stopped bowling already haha. And that's when I started talking to Kenneth (: ] Eunice wanted accompany and yupp, I went with her. And Wanzhen they all always dump meee. And during the exam period, we went out all day long shopping and play, didn't even revise for the subjects! Great I tell you. I don't even know how I could pass them haha. And after she got over Saimun, we don't really hang out anymore, only chatted during trainings, THAT'S IF SHE TURNED UP.

Grr! I feel so much like writing letters again ): It's just so memorable when you take them out and read them again. AND IT'S REALLY FUN! Wrote letters to everyone last year's Valentine's, AND FOLDED HEARTS! [ But nobody replied! Only Jiayan, Yuxin and some others cos I kept asking from them haha! Rachel doesn't write letters to me ): ] Didn't celebrate this year ): I miss STC's Valentine's. Funn. I guess I shall do the same this coming one again :D For class, and maybe bowlinggg. People I'm close to (:

Bye!

Hurting Like Crazyzxc!

I don't know why my right eye, the one I'd operation on 3 years ago, hurts at times now. It stings at the cut. [ Don't ask me how I know where's the cut after so long, I JUST KNOW IT. ] I hope nothing's going wrong with it, really. I don't wanna turn blind as the len drops.

YES IT CAN DROP IF I'M NOT CAREFUL!

And granny's always scaring me, telling me that some people that she knows, dropped their lens unknowingly, and everything went pitch dark. I don't wanna try it. It doesn't sound fun to me, not at all. And I'm not going to tell my mom about it, least she worries.

MOMMY, YOU'RE NOT COMING TO MY BLOG OKAY.

If I'm really going blind, wait till I look through everything again in my life, and finish travelling around the world. [ HAHA! Travelling around the world's too out. Cannot be. And it'll take way too long! ] Anyways, till then, I shall pray hard. And my next appointment with Dr Audrey Chia, my eyecare specialist, is next yearrr!

I'm sorry, I don't know what I exactly want now.

Don't wanna leave too cos I can't bear to.

But I don't know what's going to happen in the near future.

What will exactly happen? I really want to know.

I'm sorry for the agony that I caused.

Tell me if you're tired too okay?

You should not only think about me, but yourself too.

Not that I wanna push you away, I'm just giving you space.

Gifts Greetings In December (:

Anthony texted me this afternoon, asking me to go back to Gifts Greetings during my December vacation. CHRISTMAS! :D Wrapping presentsss. I guess I am? I don't know. But only Shukim's going back out of so many people ): Ughh, see how! Anyways 2 weeks of hols only, then. I don't feel like wasting it.

Skipped work today and went out with K (: Nana doesn't like you HAHA! No choice lur okay? Don't be sad (: You just look so scaryyy. Spending the day with you is AWEEESOMEEE!

很安静 - 飞轮海

要说得多动听 才能证明 最亲密的关系
云绕着天空 什麽也没讲 已是最美好的约定
要说得多华丽 才能说出 最默契的默契
我在你身边 呼吸都沉默 你却懂我每个情绪

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

要说得多肯定 才能肯定 两个人的心情
风遇上风筝 还没有邀请 已经一起愉快旅行
要说得多用力 才能留下 最坚定的决定
每一个路口 你不用开口 我已经重合你脚印

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

所有感受 不用形容 已经那麽懂 　
所有感动是安静的心动

这世界再热闹 也没关系
每一个眼神我们就能感应
这世界再热闹 我们已经
在彼此心里所以很安静

This is nicer than 误会, I don't care! (:

一秒钟的永远

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜒点在微微涟漪水中
涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟
却让人怀念的好久好久

在我们的爱情中　总是太多风波
忘记它　才能安然度过

释怀后的拥抱虽短　感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我　那么久以后
我还清晰　记得在你怀中丰富感受
只一秒钟　却永远了
虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过
为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
只一秒钟　却成为了永远

I like this song! Though the lyrics are rather simple, but they're with meanings (: PLUS PLUS, THE MUSIC'S GREAT!

I wanna go KBox ehhh. So much to do, so little timeee.