Counting Down! ♥

I'm supposed to update once I end my work on Saturday. BUT I KNOW! I'M LAZY! HAHA! But I'm busy at the same time! Outings outings! & of course trying to spend time with K, though it isn't for very long & not every single day (:

I'm on the phone with Bee now hehe! I miss him so much! ♥ Though I just met him in the noon.

We're so excited now, planning for trip next year! I can't wait :D But I'm containing my excitement, not going to show him. Cos I'm laughing at him now for sounding so crazy haha!

Dear K, I'm excited too la okay? Just that I'm trying to be cool about it, NOT GOING TO SHOW YOU :D

So many work yet to be done! & I only discovered so after I wrote a whole list of To-do work. & I'm tired, physically. I wanna lie in bed all day & not getting out of it at all.

Mr Sleep, I need you, SO MUCH! ♥ ( More than me needing K. Hohoho! )

I'm thinking of going to bed already, but Eugene just had to remind me that Finance quiz is due in a day's time! Oh God. & the quizzes are a total bitch. I swear. Anyways he just offered to tell me how well he fare later, then I'll get some motivation to do!

Alright, I know I'd been complaining about work for the past week. & yes! I finished it already :D & I'm gonna get my pay tomorrow! Oh yes! Time for shopping! ♥

I'm still contemplating to drag Jenhow to go shopping with me at Vivo tomorrow. Should I or should I not? But I'm going to get him something if he does la. I'M SUCH A DARLING SISTER. HAHAHA!

Oh & how I hate working on Christmas week! The shop was super messy. & I meant it! Endless packing as the customers "shopped". Ransacking & creating havocs.

I hate BabyAlive! Baby dolls that sound on their own & talked weirdly at night. They creep me out & make me hallucinate alot.

On my first day of work, K came to fetch me home, with H & Jo! Haha! How sweet of them! It was really a pleasant surprise. I didn't expect them to be there at all! ♥

& during the working period, I missed K! No timeee.

& I took half day last Wednesday to go out with K! Though it was only a short period of time, I was happy! (: Didn't even felt like going back to work after that.

On Thursday, met up with Sarah & Nicole for supper at Tiong's Prata shop :D Seeing the both of them bickering, it was funny! Then met K, Jo & H (: Played Monopoly Deal till 1+ am! More of it yes!

& Christmas Eve! Went Party World with Karpoh & Shile! It was awesome! ♥ I know they thought I went crazy that night. & even said that I'm more hyper than in the day. Ohwells, no choice haha! Past my bedtime & I'd be like that! :D Binghui didn't came with us. TSK. Anyways I missed last year's Christmas. Everyone circled together outside Yoshinoya at Great World City, & played Monopoly Deal! Though it was kinda stupid but everyone enjoyed! (:

Anyways the KBox session wasn't shiok enough. I still wanna singgg! ):

& I nearly died the next day at work! I was super tireddd.

Buffet on Sunday! Then after that, dragged Jenhow with me to Tampines to shop for Christmas presents! I know I was really late getting them, BUT I'd excuse okay! Busy busy hahaha! & yeah, I got things for people except for myself ): I needa write a whole shopping list of what to get for myself! I don't know what to get! ): As in what exactly I should get for myself. I practically want everything hehe. Then we went over to H's house to help play with Muffin. Muffin's so cute! She loves me! :D

Monday. Went out with K for a while in the morning, then went out with E in the evening! Went shopping & watched Guliver's Travel (: 

Tuesday, went lunch with Wanzhen at Cathay's Aston's. Gossiped so much! Had been so long since we did that. & I enjoyed it haha! Our conversations will always be about People! :D

Went to watch Yogi Bears with K today! He's so gay when he mentioned Yogi Bear. HAHA! So funny. Then went H's house to find Jo to help out with Muffin & Cookie. I guess I just have a way with them hehe!                                                                                                                                                                                      

Oh yes! I forgot to mention about the outing I had with Eric, Winnie, Liliang & Karliang. HEHE! It was a blast! I missed going out with them after so long! Cycling at ECP. & we cycled all the way to Changi Airport runway to see the planes landing. I'd never felt so tired & breathless because of the endless chatting when cycling. Screaming & shouting; Crapping & rubbishing. I hope we'll have more of this! ♥

& Eric's a total nuisance! Kept hitting me & annoying me! He claimed that it was because he hardly sees me, so he had to grab his chances to do all these before being able to meet up after how many months later!

Made me feel like going back to primary school where we usually hanged out together after school at BMC Macs & during choir! Hehe.

I love choir sessions because of the people. & WE CAN SING TOGETHER! HAHA! Missing againnn.

Then I told him I don't wanna go out with him anymore as it was really torturous! Haha! Winnie must have been suffering alot too. Sighhh (:

Then went dinner at Iluma Manhattan with the rests. YongMing, BoonTeck, EeLing & Darren, & the rests are BoonTeck's friends whom I don't know any. Weird atmosphere & I felt so out of place. & I went back early cos I listened to K (: Imma good girl! & I was tired that's why hehe.

& I forgot to mention how sweet K was.

He brought me to Mt Faber,

as I wished to see the Christmas Tree up near.

But we didn't manage to catch a glimpse as it was too late I guess.

It's alright okay? I'd you with me on a Christmas morning! (:

I love you ♥

Endless Funn ♥

Hello world! As I promised that I'd do the updates as soon as I end my exam,

SO YES, HERE I AM RIGHT NOW :D

How sweet can I get. HAHA!

My laptop has been such a bitch. I hope that she won't get me mad again as I am trying to quickly post something up. I wanna get sufficient sleep before I faint of fatigue tomorrow! Stupid Fujitsu; Stupid Blue Screen virus. Keep blacking out continuously as soon as she had been started up.

& ohwells, I'm staying up to wait for K, that explains. Heh.

Hm, now I'm really wondering where I should start from. Seems like I haven't been updating for a really long time, have I?

Oh yes! I remembered that I'm supposed to talk about my sprained ankle.

& YES, I HAVEN'T RECOVERED FROM IT. BUT I'M NOT LAME, I'M STILL HOPING, JUMPING, RUNNING, SPRINTING, WALKING, ETC ETC ETC!

So here's the thing. I stumbled down the stairs on 1 December. I was about to head to school & was quite in a rush & I had to quicken my footsteps & I think I slipped off the metal part of the stairs? & to my left was an old lady holding on to the rail for support as she tried to make her way down slowly. SO I COULDN'T POSSIBLY TRY TO GRAB THE RAILS, LESS I KNOCK HER DOWN ACCIDENTALLY! So I stumbled to the right, & tada! Sprained Don'tKnowHowMany times of my ankle, till I reached the ground. IT WAS DAMN PAINFUL, I SWEAR. Tried to disregard the pain as I walked, but I felt myself on the verge of fainting as I felt something holding my breath. & called for help from home & my grandparents went downstairs to try help me get back home.

IF I WERE TO BE SOMEWHERE ELSE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED TO ME. No one actually helped!

Oh, & that day, went to see a Western doctor instead of the Chinese one. He said that my swell will recover in 4 days' time with the help of his medicine, don't need to rub or anything & sorts. So he just bandaged it. But guess what! This is the 17th day already, half a month gone, & I'm not recovering.

HE TOTALLY FAILED TO CURE!

& he claimed that I've some anxiety syndrome, that causes me to be breathless at times & dizzy. Ha! Funny or what, no doctor has said this to me before. They diagnosed me with asthma! Then he got me some medicine, which I totally left them untouched now. To decrease my palpitation & calm my nerves. He made me sound like a mental patient. & he had the cheek to ask me to go back to him if my condition, for ankle & mental, isn't cured. NO WAY WOULD I EVER GO BACK OKAY!

Then Bee's part! He was so sweet that few days. Not that he isn't now, but yupp. He came to my house from school, the next day after I fell, to bring me to school for Econs test. ILY!

I can't remember anything now.

Today, I'd great enjoyment with Liliang, Yuanyi & Sarah (:

I mean yesterday, Friday 17 December!

First outing with Sarah, but a meetup with Liliang & Yuanyi! Like finally. HAHA! Went town, watched Rapunzel & rubbished (:

YOU SHOULD TOTALLY CATCH RAPUNZEL OKAY! It's really awesome, REALLY! I feel like going the second time hehe! The songs are nice too! & Rapunzel's really prettaye!

Speaking of movies, I haven't watched HP! ):

Going ECP tomorrow with Eric, Winnie, Liliang, Karliang & Meishan! :D Then Bugis for dinner after that. CAN'T WAIT! Cyclinggg.

I'm glad I've gained back my independence skill. 

I no longer needa rely on nor sticking to you.

But finding my own programs, 

In search of fun (: 

3 yays to myself!

Exam Week!

It's exam, AGAIN! & I haven't been updating my blog since like 2 weeks ago!? I know I know I gotta start doing so soon. After my papers (: [ 2 papers this week! Tmr, Law & Ethics, & on Friday, Fundamentals of Networking. THIS SUCKS! ]

Nothing much happened recently. But Bee has been really sweet to me (: Love you!

& my ankle hasn't recovered from the sprain. Still hurting! [ Will update about this another time too. ]

Forget the times he walked by;

Forget the times he made you cry;

Forget the times he spoke your name;

Remember now you're not the same.

Forget the times he held your hand;

Forget the sweet things if you can;

Forget the times & Don't pretend;

Remember now he's just your friend.

In the Day ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA WANZHEN!

I haven't forgotten your birthday okay? & you're finally of the same age as me, YAY!

Hm, I missed the chance to be the first person to wish you. Sooo, I shall be the last today! (: Shall text you at 11:59pm laterrr haha.

Will pass you your present to you soon okay?

I love you! ♥

Went out with dear K in the morning/noon (: Sorry to make you wait for so long okay?

BUT WHO ASKS YOU TO NOT TELL ME WHAT TIME YOU WILL REACH EXACTLY HAHA!

Went Queensway with him for lunch & shopped around IKEA.

Wasn't for a very long time, but I TRULY ENJOYED MYSELF.

Oh, & I didn't know that my blog can bring such entertainment to Jo, I don't know who else reads my blog. She actually asked me to quickly update my blog, IMPATIENTLY, said that she's bored without anything to read. HAHA! Ohwells, now I knowww.

K, you rock! ♥

Another One

I don't know what I've been up to lately. I feel really tired this week! Keep falling asleep when I'm supposed to be studyinggg. I don't know why. Something's draining my energy away. Is it Voldermort doing all these tricks!? Alright, it's the HP Season (:

Anyways I just wanna tell K, how sorry I am yesterday. I don't mean to be this way, trying to "get rid" of you again, & dumped you at City Hall station. But I guess you already know the reason. Jo must had told you. Just need more time to adapt okay?

It was one week. Friggin one long week, & now, I've to try to get back in place, in my life again.

Okay, I know that I can do it! (:

I think my adaption skill rocks! Seriously, haha! After awhile, everything will be fineee.

Okay, where should I start from? My memory's failing me. I can't remember exactly everything now. Things that I did, places where I went, people I hanged out with for the day. Pros & cons again I guess. Advantage's that I don't have to remember the unhappy things! (: I can live by the day with a smile instead.

I love the whole of last week! Even though it's tiring, to me, everything's worthwhile with you! ♥

Tuesday, 16 November, went to the REAL DingTaiFeng for dinner.

So sad, they don't sell cheesefries nor fried crispy chicken there. Sighh! Bet Jo & H must be feeling the same way as me!

HAHAHA! I can't stop laughing now! I've a dumbdumb boyf, no choice ♥ But he's really cute :D

Happy 3rd Month to you ♥

Universal Studio on Wednesday, 17 November, with K, Jo & H. IT WAS ULTRA FUN! Really really. I love The Mummy ride, Revenge of the Mummy! Love it love it love it! :D Played thrice! & next time, WITHOUT JO, I'm going to go for umpteen times! Haha! I won't forget how Jo was on that day at the ride (: (: SOMEHOW, YOU MADE IT  MEMORABLE FOR US. THANK YOU FOR THAT! :D

Eh Jo! I make such an acknowledgement, don't you feel glad that you did something great!? HAHA!

But we missed the Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure ): All because of K. TSK! Really, next time, I'm going with other company already, NOT WITH YOU! HAHAHA, kidding. This will be my first stop the next time I go. So that there won't be any excuse for the ride to be under maintenance! *Touchwood!*

Oh & I'm not going to forget, that I got CHEATED to go on the Canopy Flyer at Jurassic! WHAT THE HELL CAN! K told me that it's a slow ride to view the nice scenery! & I really try to look out for NICE SCENERY, & there isn't! & just as I was about to turn & ask, I got the shock of my life! We literally fell backwards! [Oh, we were having the backseats.] & I screamed "You lie to me!" So embarrassing can! I wonder if anyone heard me. He only knew how to laugh & laugh non-stop ): Meanie.

Okay, lunch for the day was at Goldilocks. The bottle for my drink's cute! Oh, & lousy K, spilled drink on Jo. Sigh sigh sigh. HAHA! Butter fingers (:

WaterWorld was kinda amazing. But I don't like to get wet with my belongings! ): & all sticky after drying. Complaints complaints complaints. && dear K was the one who went all the way to the first row. He knew that we were going to be splashed at & still went ahead >:( Okay, that's the whole main point of the show la (:

I DIDN'T SCREAM AT SHREK 4-D ADVENTURE! OH YAY! They expected me to, but I didn't. Felt so proud of myself (: (: The ride was cute (: & Donkey LIVE was kinda dumb. & Accelerator made me dizzy.

So the next time I go, must must go to Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure & Battlestar Galactica! :D

Universal SG has limited rides, so not exactly that fun if you compare it with the other Universals around.

BUT IT'S THE COMPANY THAT COUNTS!

I'D TONS OF FUN! ♥

Finally saw Muffin on Thursday, 18 November! It's really cute! Too cute to be true (:

& on Friday, brought phoney to the Doctor's! & only at the Service Centre that K found out that my bottle spilled, & caused everything inside my bag to be wet. Super wet. Even my laptop from the other compartment got it too lur. Ugh! Embarrassing only, tried to clear up the mess when everyone was looking. OHWELLS HAHA! Then the seats & floor were wet too! :D Then we cabbed back to my place to dry my things & went to Tiong for dinner. PFT. He blamed me cos he wanted to hang around Town. Sorry lur.

Pol-ITE on Saturday, 20 November! It was awesome! :D Had great fun, met new people like Joey Toh & Sijia. They're a cute bunch of girls (: & the main highlight for the day's that, I FINALLY SAW WANZHEN AFTER LIKE HOW MANY DECADES OF YEARS! ♥ [Okay, not exactly that long. Just a few months only.]

I missed you like crazy, girl!

Totally ran & jumped on her when I saw her HAHA! She said that I was heavy because of the "impact" which caused her to stumble back a little ): 人家看到你,太高兴了嘛,你怎么这样 ): It was really tiring playing 8 games in a day! Then still went Town with K, Jo & H after that for dinner haha. & played Truth or Dare. Funny haha (:
NYP Girls' Team 1, You Did Great!

Sunday, popped out at Fattah's house in the evening, hoped to give him some belated birthday surprise. Was such a failure. Then went to some ulu place, I don't know where's that, for dinner. & Daryl fetched me home, THANK YOU! (: Oh, & before that, went Cathay to get my phone. THEY DIDN'T EVEN FIX IT! ONLY REFORMAT ):

Stayed in school to study for C# test which was on the next day, on Monday night. Concentration was really bad hahah! That's meee. Oh & I lost my purse at Koufu that night. As the lights were switched off, I didn't noticed that I left it on the chair. & only to realise when I wanted to buy chips in school the next day. Dumb or what ): Luckily Heng was nice enough to help me find back my purse for me. Was really depressed at first! But when I heard about the news that it was being found, I ran all the way to Koufu hehe! Thank you! Oh & Qunying & ZhenTing kept laughing at me. They said my expression was funny ): I was so moody already & they still laughed at me! It was the things inside my purse that matter so much. My neoprints, especially, & cards.

Yay yay! Got it back from that APNN! Stupid guy! I swore & cursed at him HAHA!

Wednesday, 24 November, went to Vivo for movie, Unstoppable, with K. Nothing much happened. Just love spending time with him! (:

For the whole of past week, it was just like another magical moment.

& such moments are short-lived, I know.

So I'm not going to ask for more, but to cherish the time ♥

Play Backk

I'M SERIOUSLY BUSY NOWW ): I DON'T LIKE TO HAVE SUCH A HECTIC LIFESTYLE! So many work left undone, projects untouched, tests coming right up. Ughh! ): Not prepared for anything at all. I'm really worried, yet not doing anything at all! Actually I am, but then I'm slow hahaha! So the pile of work doesn't seem to go down at all. Ohwells!

Bowled alot this week (: Preparing for next week's Pol-ITE.

FIGHTY TEAM NYP! ♥

I know & I am sure we can make it! & this is what we've been training for. DON'T GIVE UP OR HAVE ANY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS OKAY? You know who I'm referring to (:
& YAY YAY YAY! GONNA SEE WANZHEN ON SATURDAY! ♥ CAN'T WAIT!

Oh, & I got my new phoneee. Motorola Flipout ♥ It's so cuteee. Haha. IT'S NOT A CHEENA PHONE THOUGH. Anyways I dropped it twice again, when I already got it exchanged ): & I don't know whether I am overly-paranoid or what. I FEEL THAT THE PROGRAMME LAGS NOW. & the flip's scaring me! It's so loose ): Sigh. GOTTA BRING IT TO THE DOCTOR'S! Seriously. Anyways The Cathay is so near my place. EVEN BETTER STILL HEHE. Actually, all the different gadget companies are to my convenience :D I can get my things fixed easily if I want. *Touchwood!*

Went Orchard Hotel earlier on for High Tea session. GONNA SKIP DINNER NOW! So full ): & I was busy taking photos with almost everyone, that I didn't have time to eat ice-cream ): I'm feeling so moody right now. I WANT ICE-CREAMMM! Sokmun went to get me some. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE DID TO IT, IT TASTED WEIRD! She added things to spice it up I guess. Annoying girl. & yeah, in the end I just left it there, only had one spoon of it. OH OH, & THIS IS TO CELEBRATE THE BIRTHDAYS OF THE NOVEMBER BABIES (:



November LOVES ♥

 

Oh, hahaha. Friday was fun with H & Jo :D "Went DingTaiFeng" for dinner, had Cheesefries & Fried Chicken theree. Then Stargazing in the train HAHA! Dessert at Macs. & Muffin! ♥ K's so cute ehhh. Hehe. I still haven't seen Muffin before ): I wanna see her soon.

Alright! Gonna start doing my work already. Bye people! (:

Dating with K on Wednesday ♥

Ups & Downs

It's been a rather rollercoastered week, I guess? Smiling & laughing at this moment, & grumpy & withered the next. I don't know what's happening to me. HAHA! So weirddd. Maybe I've been hanging out too much with weird people like K & Jo? OOPSIEEE :D

Had lotsa Birthday Celebrations this weekkk! Why's there so many November babies around ):

Back at home, there's already 4 birthdays coming right up! Jenhow & Third Auntie share the same day, 11 November. Second Auntie's 22 November & Sokmun the day after hers, 23 November. OHWELLS, WHO CARES, MAY18 ROCKS! ♥

Was invited over for a Surprised Birthday Celebration for our captain, Heng on Tuesday. 22 YEARS OLD ALREADY, SHOULD REALLY GROW UP OKAY. Stop acting like a 5 years old Kidd (:

Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL 2NOVEMBERBABIES!

Cheryl, Simswen & Heng!

& on Wednesday, celebrated our OGL, Lijing's birthday (: Hope that was really surprising for you? Thenaish held the cake & we popped out from no where, singing birthday song to her at Macs! Sooo attention seekinggg :D

Happy Birthday to you (:
& yes, I know your actual day was yesterday!

Okay! End of birthdays wishing (:

&yesterday, went cycling at ECP with my family! (Funn!) Ohwells, the cycling part, only went with Jenhow, & we cycled all the way to NSRCC. Now my butt's hurting so much. Cycled to & fro for about 1 hour only okay! FAST RIGHT? WE KNOW HAHA! & it was in the rain. Ohoh, then the rests of our family were having picnic by the beach, Nana playing with sands & Sokmun they all learning to cycle slowly. I nearly got my FBTs torn cos I tried to squeeze through the bushes to get to the other pavement to get the scooter from Sokmun. & the stupid thorn hooked on to my pants! People laughed at me ): So embarrassing & SCARE ME.

After that, went dinner & prepared myself & went out with K (: (Yayyay!) Went to find Jo & H at Bugis & crapped :D Wastage of timeee. But (: Then went to Jo's house to mess. WE SHOULD REALLY TIE UP K'S HANDS THE NEXT TIME, IF THERE IS, SO THAT HE WON'T TRY TO SPOIL ANYTHING ANYMORE OKAY!? WE HAVE TO. Itchy hands onlyyy. Hahah! If not I wonder what time I'd be able to go home after he fix back everything.

I always enjoy spending time with K, even if it means that we ain't going to do anything but sit around & stare into space ♥ I just like to be with you like this (: Then we'll start to gossip & talk about anything & anyoneee! I still can't believe that you were S-H-Y! I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO KILL ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS. HAHAHA! So funnyyy ♥ Okay, I'll try to stop thinking about it okay?

BUT NOT MY FAULT AS I'D ALREADY FORGOT ABOUT IT & YOU REMINDED ME AGAIN LAST NIGHT! WHO ASKS YOU! HEHE.

Okay, so hopefully I'll really stop thinking all negatively, REALLY. I don't like to be that way too, only to hurt ourselves badly. Seeing your downcasted face makes my heart aches so much, if you don't know about it. & after everything, to realize that I am nothing without you. SO, PUSHING YOU AWAY IS A HUGE HUGE MISTAKE, & I KNOW I'M KINDA DUMB AS I'VE BEEN DOING IT OVER & OVER AGAIN. *Slap self!* Hahah (: I only like Thursday & Friday this week! ♥ & not Wednesday!

Dale! :D

& Jo! I'd listen to your advice okay? Haha, though they sound really dumb with the "you & you" thing, trying to confuse us onlyyy. BUT YOU MEANT THEM WELL FOR US, & LETTING THEM SOUND SO MYSTERIOUS!

I am wondering who actually come to my blog. Seriously.

Can you all please leave a message on my tagboard before you leave? Haha!

You might be some silent-killer, & I don't even know that you existed.

I know my mom does. SO K, IT'S NOT THAT SHE'S SO CLEVER TO KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN GOING OUT WITH YOU ALL THESE WHILE. SHE STALKS WELL THAT'S WHY. HAHA!

Counting The Little Blessings ♥

Counting The Little Blessings, Each Day Brings ♥

Had been yet another week that passed. I can't wait for school hols! Counting down, counting down. & yes, I know it's still really far away, when school has just started for 2 weeks! OHWELLS, AT LEAST THERE'S SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO!

School's boring. Lecturers are boring. Tutors are boring. Projects are EVEN WORSE. [Innovation Project's going to be a total failure module. WITH THIS GUY, DOING THE WORK ALL BY HIMSELF, NOT GOING TO SHARE OR DISCUSS WITH US WHAT HE'D DONE TILL I ASK HIM, HE'S GOING TO GET ALL OF US KILLED! & before he does that, I'm so going to murder him someday.] No class spirit now. & my concentration span's still WHOA!

WhatshouldIdotogetmyselftoconcentrateinclass!?

PASTE ASHIN'S FACE ON THE LECTURER'S FACE! (Y) Great idea huh? :D Maybe I should write in to the school, asking them to, perhaps, invite Ashin to fly in to school for just one lesson to motivate me to study. OKAY LA, THAT'S TOO WAY OVER, surely won't happen! Elvin Ng will do. I love him all the same still (: I'm not going to be bias towards other Loves okay. I'm treating everyone so equally. HAHA!

Shit, K says that I've 变态形象. NO WHAT, I DON'T THINK SO? My friends around me are like this. Maybe I got influenced or something? My mentors for it, Wanzhen & Dorothea ♥

I hate running. Napfa was such a chore for me on Wednesday ): Rather go piano session. I thought I was going to faint cos I felt myself blacking out, BUT THANKGOD, I PUSHED MYSELF THROUGH. OHWELLS! GOT OVER & DONE WITH, YAY! & Jerry helped to push me for the last lap, THANKSS!, Just as I was about to give up. But next year, & the following year after the next!? There's still 2 more years to go, before I'm officially exempted from having Napfa! Ughh ): RunBabyRun!

Is the oxygen in the atmosphere getting thinner? I could hardly breathe! Especially on Friday. Couldn't be my asthma acting up right? Nah, can't be. HAHA! I did use the inhaler before & after running on Wednesday.

& yesterday, it was Thomas' 20th Birthday celebration (: But the actual day's on 5 November! Went to his chalet party. WANTED TO CRASH IT, COS I TOLD EVERYONE I WASN'T GOING, but it was a failure. Hmph, not funn. Going to find something else to crash :D Anyways, thanks for the invitation!

& it was the Halloween weekend. Escape was having some Halloween event. LOOKS FUN EH! Escape at nighttt! I haven't tried it before. Plus, yes, they're having those scary outfit people around inside. & everyone was dressed up.

I'm sorry for going all haywire, so much, this week.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

It's been hurtful for you right?

But I guess I've been thinking through alot.

Did you really think through about it?

It's going to be really different,

total different journey from what you had before.

I don't know. I don't know why am I even thinking bout all these.

I know I should have just use these time,

rather than thinking through this idiotic stuff,

& think about you instead.

I'm sorry. I know I've said this endless of times already though.

I felt the ache when I said I wanna end it all.

我已经不能没有你了。

因为害怕失去，所以想着放弃。

我真的很胆小，对吧？

당신을 사랑합니다
谢谢你没曾想过放弃！

First Week Of Skool

Yupp, first week, & I am already dyinggg. I DON'T LIKE SCHOOL! ): It's draining my brain cells & energy! Guess I've to get use to it, no matter what. It's so stressful NOW, when it's just the BEGINNING, when I notice that I've forgotten all my work for last Semester! It's scaring me! How am I going to catch up with the class? ): So shitty.

& not forgetting to add on,

Timetable This Semester Is A Total Shit!

I miss last Semester so much nowww. Oh, & so many heavy books to carry too. HELLO? SIT STUDENTS HAVE TO CARRY NOTEBOOKS, & THEY'RE ALREADY VERY HEAVY CAN!? We ain't that macho!

But I get to see K in school every dayyy! :D

The class is quite different now. Maybe after the break, everyone drifts apart. Not as enthu as before. OKAY THIS IS FOR ME HAHA! I don't know? I just ain't really that interested in organising class event already :D Maybe because it's always a failure, only the same people who are into it. BUT I WANNA GO HANG OUT WITH THEM STILL! Funn! I like to play Taboo in a big group! Hahah! Maybe we should have a bowling outing there soon :D But not everyone might like it. Ohwells! See how!

Oh oh! Yesterday was funn :D Went lunch with Qunying in school before class. Then we met this group of bimbos. They're friendly I guess? They shared the table with us cos we got the biggest table. So humorous!

& at night, went Night Safari with ♥ ! I love you! Halloween celebration. Scared me lur. & yes, that's the whole point of you bringing me there, I KNOW OKAY! ): Just wanna laugh at my freaked out face. Anyways I enjoyed it alot (: As long as I'm with you! I like the Animal Show! The animals were cute & the MC was such a talented speaker. Then we went to the Ride. I don't like their make-ups! They really look real & scary! ): & YOU KEEP WANTING THEM TO SCARE ME ): Anyways I like the way they scared you all of a sudden, after you made that comment. HEH! So funny. THINK I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WILL GET SCARED HUH? & actually after everything, I wondered why was I so afraid? There's nothing to be afraid of right? I'M DUMB HAHA! Their laughters & screams are annoyinggg. Nearly made us turn deaf ):

There's Nothing To Be Feared Of, With You Around ♥

ILY, my sunshine (:

Spending time with you is always awesome for me!
Don't be too stressed out because of school okay?
HEARTS!

Semester2 Day1

I'm dying in lecture now. So turned off! Mel isn't in school, & I ain't sitting beside Qunying, no one to nonsense with ne ): So bored out! Alright enough, bye!

New Plush ♥

Nana wore my tiara! >:(

Yay! Done uploading some photos. Don't wanna spam my post with her photos :D

Anyways had fun today (: Tiring too but who cares haha. Cycling ♥ And I've Rilakkuma on my bed nowww. HEH.

Second ♥

Today's finally the 2nd Month! It's effing fast! & soon, SOMEONE'S going to be really old HAHA! Okay, shan't remind you already, I'M NICE :D I like the necklace you gave me. It's really sweet! Thanks a lot! ♥

Yesterday was really the last day of my work at Coke. No more going back, really. School's starting in 2 days' time ): Ain't even in the mood at all! Nobody wanna go backkk. & ohyes! OF COURSE EVERYONE SAID THEY ARE GOING TO MISS ME, AGAIN. Who won't!? Especially Auntie Lingling. She's damn cute. So naggy haha! & Auntie Karen too! (: Both Auntie Karen & KORKOR Peter, gave me souvenirs from Coke. Sweeet! I like the QOO plush toy! Oh, then UNCLE Danny, stayed the same way, out to annoy me, making fun of me. He said that there isn't anymore chance to once I leave that place, so yeah, can see that he enjoyed doing so! Aunties asked me to vent my anger on him and run out of the factory when I'm about to go HAHA! Anyways had pizza for lunch!

After work, went out with ♥ Had dinner and caught The Child's Eye. Ain't really that scary, only at certain pop-up parts that made me jump. NOT FUNNY OKAY YOU! Laugh laugh laugh. Annoying >:(

Okay, gotta go get Nana's Birthday Cake already! Mommy's nagging! Will be back laterrr. Byeee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA!

Be a good girl okay, and stop bullying me. I love you! [ Though you won't be able to read all these when you're only 2. HAH! ]

Anyways, same old thing,

I'm sorry for being wilful again.

I promise not to do or say anything foolish,

But I start it off again.

I'm sorry and ILY okay? ♥

Edited!

Celebrated Nana's birthday. She'd like how many cakes? 5? & that's crazyy. Anyways she's really prettaye today (: AiryFairy.



And blogger is failing me again. I only get to post these 3 up. And I'm feeling sleepy. Cycling with the bowlers at ECP tomorrow! Gonna watch Threads Of Destiny, bye!

Gonna buy my necklace tomorrow at Citigems! The star with a stud (:

To You

I'm sorry. I really am.

I guess my actions ain't enough to prove how much I need you now.

It's all about you I can think of.

Don't be silly, don't doubt me, please.

JAPANESE ROMANCE MOVIES! ♥

Oh oh! I can't stand the wait! I wanna watch I Give My First Love To You on 21 October! Soon soon :D 11 more daysss. Shall go right after class heh. I know I'm being random but WHO CARES RIGHT.

Watched only a part of Sky Of Love again on youtube yesterday.

You should totally watch it if you haven't! Worth watching (: Ha, I cried non-stop. Even after that movie, WHEN I WAS AT HOME, I ran to the toilet to continue crying. I don't know why I couldn't stop at all. The lead actor and actress are cuteee! Hiro is being acted by Haruma Miura, & Mika by Yui Aragaki.

Click to watch on MySoju (:

& I watched the trailer of Threads Of Destiny. Wanted to catch it last year but missed it ):

Seems really niceee. Okay, I shall go get the disc. & maybe get Sky Of Love at the same time too! MOVIE MARATHON!

Oh and the last one! Dance, Subaru. Watched it last year, cos Yuxin was interested. So accompanied her (:

I swear it was a bad experience to watch a sad/touching movie first, and meal later. After watching it, our appetites were so ruined we skipped our lunch and went for junks instead. & I kept whining to her after that movie :D

WZWZ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WUZUN! ♥

See! I actually remember, without Wanzhen or Dorothea squealing about it to me! (:

Imma good girl, staying at home today! Should I go dinner with Shile they all tonight? I don't know if I should, 好烦噢！But I wanna watch Vegas later on Channel 5, at 7.30pm! And Bingbing doesn't wanna go with me. Grr.

Went out with K last night to Town. Spending time together is ♥ . But fattening eh? HAHA! Alright, who cares (: You're the best okay.

Dinner at Sakae with Weikai and Binghui on Friday night. It was the last day of work for Bingbing, Weikai and I still have to continue for the rest of this coming week, before school starts! And it was really nonsense? They said it was me who was really retarded, I WONDER OKAY. I know I'm always funn to be with (: No choiceee. They kept ganging up against meee!

Bingbing, I'm not Giraffe okay!

Should I move to Xanga?

Already having an account there. Still thinking bout it HAHA!

Actually I've accounts at LJ, WP & Sina too :D

Love Letters ♥

Was ransacking my drawer just now, back at home. YES, IT'S BEEN A LONG WHILE SINCE I LOOK THROUGH IT. Was it months or a year? Ain't very sure haha.

ANYWAYS, I found junks! Things that I won't touch or use anymoreee. Not going in to those.

Zhenghui's present's still with me, AFTER SO LONG. Yes, I found it lying there haha.

Then the neoprints with Qiaochu, Yeeshan, Samantha Low and Wanzhen. OLD SCHOOL DAYS! Seriously, I swear. How many years ago? P6 till now, 5 years! Wanzhen still had her long hair then. [ I feel like scanning these photos and tag her on Facebook! She doesn't like her long-haired photos to be seen by anyone, and if I do, I'LL GET KILLED. And I don't understand why still. But yupp, she looks really different. ]

Gahh! Neoprints ): Reminded me of my lost ones now. Yes, it's been such a long time and I can still complain about it. I'm sorry okay? Just bear with it! [ Wanted to link the post which I complained 4 years ago BUT THEN, I CAN'T STAND MY TYPING BACK THEN, REALLY AHLIAN. SO FORGET ABOUT IT HAHA! ] I miss the neoprints! They were really pretty. And I lost the whole bunch of it okay? Mainly the ones Daphne Gan, Jiayan and I took together. We usually skipped training once a week, on either Mondays or Fridays to go take photos together. Yes I know it sounded dumb but we always had fun together (: Going Bugis after school, had lunch, walked around and neoprints! And we always take two machines each time we were there haha. And it won't be the same everytime you try to take again.

Okay, now to my love letters! Yes, I love them a lot! ♥ Though I don't really get a thing which we had been writing to one another now. Forgot almost every single incidents which happened. Was trying so hard to recall them all. And yes, why are most of my letters nameless! I had to guessed who wrote them to me too, as I try to figure the handwritings. Letters from Mona, Wanzhen, Jiayan, Yuxin, Huiyee and Eunice Ong. THE LETTERS ARE TURNING YELLOW SOON AND THE INK ARE FADING SLOWLY! I FEEL LIKE LAMENATING THEM! Okay, I know I must be crazy if I really do that. BUT I CHERISH THEM, REALLY. Though we ain't that close anymore, like we used to.

Mona was always complaining about lessons being boring to me in the letters. Yes, she wrote them in class haha. And I gave her Chinese supplementry? Did I? Haha! That was being written in the letter.

Wanzhen complained a lot too, about everything! Complained how incompatible I was with CM_. I KNOW AND I AGREE NOW OKAY. Oops. And I didn't know who was KK till just now while I was reading her letter. KK = KingKong. HAHA! I was thinking really hard. And I felt like slapping myself when I forgot who was that person and started laughing to myself when I got it. She kept asking me to cut my hair too! "Please cut your bloody hair can."

We actually quarrelled during Sec1 within our mini clique [ Cheryl Tan, Huiyee, Jiayan and me ], and I forgot all about it. Till I read Jiayan's letter. We promised to be Bowling Partner, Best Friends Forever. I wonder if we can really get back to the same old us again, like we did in the past. Like what you said, quarrels are there to strengthen our bonds. And we did almost everything together. Hahah, I miss you all so much now! Though you won't be seeing this (: And you always say that my posts are always colourful! I want my life to be so (:

OKAY THIS POST IS SERIOUSLY LONG.

Didn't really write letter with Yuxin, did I? I only have one letter of hers with me ): And that was when she replied to my Valentine's Day letter for everyone. But it was really sweet still! Thanks for being there for me for those few years. And I hope that we can really be back as Twins again. You're going to be my BFF, always (: And yupp, got over mouse! Like how you hoped that I will in the letter. AND YOU TRIED TO MOTIVATE ME SO MUCH HAHA! Thinking back, I was so blinded. I didn't know you liked my house so much, no choice! Haha. And yes, I like your muffin! I hope you're going to bake them for me again. If I know any cute guys, yes, I'll get you to know them too! (:

Huiyee, though we don't hang out for a very long period of time, but you're fun (: AND I STILL CAN'T FORGET THAT I TOLD YOU YOU LOOK SO MUCH LIKE MY COUSIN AHAH! You're always so eccentric. Even your letters are so! Haha (: Misunderstandings do happen I guess and we forgot about it! Yees Forever! People do mix our names up too. Chinese lessons with you were fun! Notes passing timeee.

Last but not least, letter from Eunice (: Only two though. And it was rather weird and at a bad timing when we got close. It was because of C 'Div Bowling Tournament that she started asking me out and things, if not we don't even talk. Cos she was interested in Saimun. [ We got to know the ACSI guys: Kenneth Mah, Foo Saimun & Stanley Gan. And all of them kept insisting that I like Stanley, cos he's the kinda guy I would be interested in!? Oh, and Stanley stopped bowling already haha. And that's when I started talking to Kenneth (: ] Eunice wanted accompany and yupp, I went with her. And Wanzhen they all always dump meee. And during the exam period, we went out all day long shopping and play, didn't even revise for the subjects! Great I tell you. I don't even know how I could pass them haha. And after she got over Saimun, we don't really hang out anymore, only chatted during trainings, THAT'S IF SHE TURNED UP.

Grr! I feel so much like writing letters again ): It's just so memorable when you take them out and read them again. AND IT'S REALLY FUN! Wrote letters to everyone last year's Valentine's, AND FOLDED HEARTS! [ But nobody replied! Only Jiayan, Yuxin and some others cos I kept asking from them haha! Rachel doesn't write letters to me ): ] Didn't celebrate this year ): I miss STC's Valentine's. Funn. I guess I shall do the same this coming one again :D For class, and maybe bowlinggg. People I'm close to (:

Bye!

Hurting Like Crazyzxc!

I don't know why my right eye, the one I'd operation on 3 years ago, hurts at times now. It stings at the cut. [ Don't ask me how I know where's the cut after so long, I JUST KNOW IT. ] I hope nothing's going wrong with it, really. I don't wanna turn blind as the len drops.

YES IT CAN DROP IF I'M NOT CAREFUL!

And granny's always scaring me, telling me that some people that she knows, dropped their lens unknowingly, and everything went pitch dark. I don't wanna try it. It doesn't sound fun to me, not at all. And I'm not going to tell my mom about it, least she worries.

MOMMY, YOU'RE NOT COMING TO MY BLOG OKAY.

If I'm really going blind, wait till I look through everything again in my life, and finish travelling around the world. [ HAHA! Travelling around the world's too out. Cannot be. And it'll take way too long! ] Anyways, till then, I shall pray hard. And my next appointment with Dr Audrey Chia, my eyecare specialist, is next yearrr!

I'm sorry, I don't know what I exactly want now.

Don't wanna leave too cos I can't bear to.

But I don't know what's going to happen in the near future.

What will exactly happen? I really want to know.

I'm sorry for the agony that I caused.

Tell me if you're tired too okay?

You should not only think about me, but yourself too.

Not that I wanna push you away, I'm just giving you space.

Gifts Greetings In December (:

Anthony texted me this afternoon, asking me to go back to Gifts Greetings during my December vacation. CHRISTMAS! :D Wrapping presentsss. I guess I am? I don't know. But only Shukim's going back out of so many people ): Ughh, see how! Anyways 2 weeks of hols only, then. I don't feel like wasting it.

Skipped work today and went out with K (: Nana doesn't like you HAHA! No choice lur okay? Don't be sad (: You just look so scaryyy. Spending the day with you is AWEEESOMEEE!

很安静 - 飞轮海

要说得多动听 才能证明 最亲密的关系
云绕着天空 什麽也没讲 已是最美好的约定
要说得多华丽 才能说出 最默契的默契
我在你身边 呼吸都沉默 你却懂我每个情绪

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

要说得多肯定 才能肯定 两个人的心情
风遇上风筝 还没有邀请 已经一起愉快旅行
要说得多用力 才能留下 最坚定的决定
每一个路口 你不用开口 我已经重合你脚印

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

所有感受 不用形容 已经那麽懂 　
所有感动是安静的心动

这世界再热闹 也没关系
每一个眼神我们就能感应
这世界再热闹 我们已经
在彼此心里所以很安静

This is nicer than 误会, I don't care! (:

一秒钟的永远

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜒点在微微涟漪水中
涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟
却让人怀念的好久好久

在我们的爱情中　总是太多风波
忘记它　才能安然度过

释怀后的拥抱虽短　感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我　那么久以后
我还清晰　记得在你怀中丰富感受
只一秒钟　却永远了
虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过
为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
只一秒钟　却成为了永远

I like this song! Though the lyrics are rather simple, but they're with meanings (: PLUS PLUS, THE MUSIC'S GREAT!

I wanna go KBox ehhh. So much to do, so little timeee.

Pardon Me

It's a Saturday afternoon and I'm seriously bored out ): Nothing to do at all. Being asked out but heh, feeling lazy today, don't really want to get out of my house. Okay, I know I should stop my complaints! It's getting irritating.

I don't know why I feel myself suffocating! No air no air! Maybe I should get my mom to buy me a mini oxygen tank, which I can bring wherever I go!

Stupid Jenhow keeps laughing to himself, watching some SNSD video on Youtube. Crazy. Giving him the WTS face. He should seriously start on his revision. HE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING AT ALL TO TRY PASS HIS Os! He laughed at me earlier this year when I received my result, cos I cried my eyes out.

Yay yay yay! Bowling outing next Sunday! Can't waittt! Cycling at ECP! Planned it with Jesny, 大嫂. She wanna cycle so much too, I KNOW!

I'm trying to find something to do, TRYING REALLY HARD. But I can't seem to get anything at all ): Dyinggg. So here I am, blogging, wasting my life away.

You got my temperature rising like El Nin-YO!

Can you feel the fire in my eyesss.

I'm trying to get myself hyped up if you haven't notice. And Jenhow's really pissing the shit outta me. I want serenity in the house! Can he stop laughing like some crazy guy?

I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT!

I needa stop stocking up presents at home!

My granny has been complaining that I always buy presents, and not giving them out.

Ughh! Schedules are always clashing, how to meet up ):

In the Early Mornings

Just as I was saying that I am not going to work anymore, yeah, I'm going back to work with the aunties again. I'm not being a liar can. Guess they just need me HAHA! But ughh! Gonna start work from tomorrow on till the end of hols, 15 October. Mixed feelings. Somehow I don't feel like going back at all already. I wanna spend time at home, spend time with K (: [ Yes yes, I just mentioned about you! Haha. Keep saying that I don't care about you ): ] But haha! They missed me! Auntie Lingling, told me that she can't stand the girl for being really weird and that keeps getting them in to trouble for throwing away important documents. Oh, she called me when I was asleep. SO EMBARRASSING ): Hahah.

Okay, I shall blog about yesterday then! Did nothing again for the entire day. Only went out at night with K (: I enjoy spending time with you! And I know I've been rather wilful at times. I'm sorry okay? I just love to see the smile on your face. Smile more!

Whatever I said to you yesterday and this morning,

I'm sorry okay?

I'll stop myself from thinking all so negatively,

But to only cherish the times we're having together now.

ILY!

Bowling Chalet ♥

Okay, just got back from chalet last night. Was so tired! And I nearly fainted? Or did I faint? I wasn't very sure. I just know that I was subconscious yesterday when I fell off my bike. Matthew Daddy said my face went pale and yeah, he thought that I did faint. Hahah, felt so much like a loser yesterday. DO I HAVE TO FAINT THERE AND THEN, SPOILING ALL THE FUN? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! I should have just stayed back in the house, and sleep through the fun everyone would be having. I knew I was going to faint if I push myself further AND TADA! I WAS RIGHT! Am I clever or what? Predicting the future for myself. And I actually felt nauseous when Daddy fetched me on his bike HAHA! Lousy me. I guess I'm just too independent as a whole. I enjoy doing everything on my own. Anyways, gotta thank all those people who helped me (: ShaoTing, Heng, Nicolette, Fattah and Matthew. ShaoTing, Heng and Nicolette stayed to help clean my wound, while the guys went off in the rain to help buy water. ALL OF YOU ARE SO SWEET! Seriously. And Daddy has been taking care of me really well (:

Anyways, enough of my rubbish yes? Chalet was alright. I enjoyed it pretty much (: I love the gamess! Too many to be listed though (: And living together with the team, feels much like a family! Even when it's just for a day, I guess we did understand one another more by now. And please lur, the guys uh, I CAN'T STAND YOUR MESS! Please clear your mess, and not depend on others to clear it for you! You won't expect everyone being so nice to help you right?

I love talking through the night with everyone. Yes, I was half asleep, my brain wasn't functioning, but I know what was happening around me still. And Daddy was damn funny! "Don't go near the guys who are drunk okay." HAHA! Then I was like, "Orh okay." with a strict face like the one he gave me. And sat at the dining area.

Oh and playing badminton with Sarah and gang was whoohoo! Frisbee too :D Perspired like shit. But had fun, so who cares! And now, my right arm's aching like crazy ): I can't even do anything properly with it. I'm into badminton again HAHA! Fun fun!

Okay, the post is getting long! Gotta stop. Bye! (:

The result's out, and it's shitty. No more working during study break for me again. I know I'll be too tired and lazy to revise my work! Grr! Wasted effort right from the start. No more fooling around! Xingjie damn mean. When I said "We should stop fooling around and start to get real.", he said "It's not we, its you!" Annoying! ):

No one knows how I felt. No one will know that I teared in the rain.

What am I even thinking? What am I expecting and waiting for?

It's Just So Me

What if someday, you realise that the person you've been waiting for all along isn't within your grasps? If this really does happen to me. I choose to let him go. Who knows he might be happier?

I know I've been blogging too much lately. I'm really bored out. I don't know what to do ): Imgaine 3 weeks being so clueless of what to do at home! Ughh, I don't know how long I can hold out. I might just faint and dieee! Okay, on the bright side, I can just waste my life away, sleeping, eating, lazing. I should learn from those people are so good at this haha!

Maybe I should start reading! I haven't even finish the novel, Sparkles. And then I bought a new novel last December, UNTOUCHED BY ME! When it's like so tattered after Sokmun borrowed it. And I wanna buy the new novel, I've A Bad Bestfriend ): So tempting. I know I am not going to read it, but leave it in the cabinet. So there's no point for me to get them. I'M JUST SO ATTRACTED TO ITS GLOSSY COVER AND THE TITLE HAHAH!

I'M SORRY PEOPLE, WHO THINK THAT I'M WASTING SPACE ON MY BLOG WITH SUCH STUPID POST. BUT HEY, THIS IS MY SPACE! EFF OFF IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST IT (: The little red cross is just on the top right hand corner!