Counting The Little Blessings ♥

Counting The Little Blessings, Each Day Brings ♥

Had been yet another week that passed. I can't wait for school hols! Counting down, counting down. & yes, I know it's still really far away, when school has just started for 2 weeks! OHWELLS, AT LEAST THERE'S SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO!

School's boring. Lecturers are boring. Tutors are boring. Projects are EVEN WORSE. [Innovation Project's going to be a total failure module. WITH THIS GUY, DOING THE WORK ALL BY HIMSELF, NOT GOING TO SHARE OR DISCUSS WITH US WHAT HE'D DONE TILL I ASK HIM, HE'S GOING TO GET ALL OF US KILLED! & before he does that, I'm so going to murder him someday.] No class spirit now. & my concentration span's still WHOA!

WhatshouldIdotogetmyselftoconcentrateinclass!?

PASTE ASHIN'S FACE ON THE LECTURER'S FACE! (Y) Great idea huh? :D Maybe I should write in to the school, asking them to, perhaps, invite Ashin to fly in to school for just one lesson to motivate me to study. OKAY LA, THAT'S TOO WAY OVER, surely won't happen! Elvin Ng will do. I love him all the same still (: I'm not going to be bias towards other Loves okay. I'm treating everyone so equally. HAHA!

Shit, K says that I've 变态形象. NO WHAT, I DON'T THINK SO? My friends around me are like this. Maybe I got influenced or something? My mentors for it, Wanzhen & Dorothea ♥

I hate running. Napfa was such a chore for me on Wednesday ): Rather go piano session. I thought I was going to faint cos I felt myself blacking out, BUT THANKGOD, I PUSHED MYSELF THROUGH. OHWELLS! GOT OVER & DONE WITH, YAY! & Jerry helped to push me for the last lap, THANKSS!, Just as I was about to give up. But next year, & the following year after the next!? There's still 2 more years to go, before I'm officially exempted from having Napfa! Ughh ): RunBabyRun!

Is the oxygen in the atmosphere getting thinner? I could hardly breathe! Especially on Friday. Couldn't be my asthma acting up right? Nah, can't be. HAHA! I did use the inhaler before & after running on Wednesday.

& yesterday, it was Thomas' 20th Birthday celebration (: But the actual day's on 5 November! Went to his chalet party. WANTED TO CRASH IT, COS I TOLD EVERYONE I WASN'T GOING, but it was a failure. Hmph, not funn. Going to find something else to crash :D Anyways, thanks for the invitation!

& it was the Halloween weekend. Escape was having some Halloween event. LOOKS FUN EH! Escape at nighttt! I haven't tried it before. Plus, yes, they're having those scary outfit people around inside. & everyone was dressed up.

I'm sorry for going all haywire, so much, this week.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

It's been hurtful for you right?

But I guess I've been thinking through alot.

Did you really think through about it?

It's going to be really different,

total different journey from what you had before.

I don't know. I don't know why am I even thinking bout all these.

I know I should have just use these time,

rather than thinking through this idiotic stuff,

& think about you instead.

I'm sorry. I know I've said this endless of times already though.

I felt the ache when I said I wanna end it all.

我已经不能没有你了。

因为害怕失去，所以想着放弃。

我真的很胆小，对吧？

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谢谢你没曾想过放弃！