Counting The Little Blessings ♥

Counting The Little Blessings, Each Day Brings ♥

Had been yet another week that passed. I can't wait for school hols! Counting down, counting down. & yes, I know it's still really far away, when school has just started for 2 weeks! OHWELLS, AT LEAST THERE'S SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO!

School's boring. Lecturers are boring. Tutors are boring. Projects are EVEN WORSE. [Innovation Project's going to be a total failure module. WITH THIS GUY, DOING THE WORK ALL BY HIMSELF, NOT GOING TO SHARE OR DISCUSS WITH US WHAT HE'D DONE TILL I ASK HIM, HE'S GOING TO GET ALL OF US KILLED! & before he does that, I'm so going to murder him someday.] No class spirit now. & my concentration span's still WHOA!

WhatshouldIdotogetmyselftoconcentrateinclass!?

PASTE ASHIN'S FACE ON THE LECTURER'S FACE! (Y) Great idea huh? :D Maybe I should write in to the school, asking them to, perhaps, invite Ashin to fly in to school for just one lesson to motivate me to study. OKAY LA, THAT'S TOO WAY OVER, surely won't happen! Elvin Ng will do. I love him all the same still (: I'm not going to be bias towards other Loves okay. I'm treating everyone so equally. HAHA!

Shit, K says that I've 变态形象. NO WHAT, I DON'T THINK SO? My friends around me are like this. Maybe I got influenced or something? My mentors for it, Wanzhen & Dorothea ♥

I hate running. Napfa was such a chore for me on Wednesday ): Rather go piano session. I thought I was going to faint cos I felt myself blacking out, BUT THANKGOD, I PUSHED MYSELF THROUGH. OHWELLS! GOT OVER & DONE WITH, YAY! & Jerry helped to push me for the last lap, THANKSS!, Just as I was about to give up. But next year, & the following year after the next!? There's still 2 more years to go, before I'm officially exempted from having Napfa! Ughh ): RunBabyRun!

Is the oxygen in the atmosphere getting thinner? I could hardly breathe! Especially on Friday. Couldn't be my asthma acting up right? Nah, can't be. HAHA! I did use the inhaler before & after running on Wednesday.

& yesterday, it was Thomas' 20th Birthday celebration (: But the actual day's on 5 November! Went to his chalet party. WANTED TO CRASH IT, COS I TOLD EVERYONE I WASN'T GOING, but it was a failure. Hmph, not funn. Going to find something else to crash :D Anyways, thanks for the invitation!

& it was the Halloween weekend. Escape was having some Halloween event. LOOKS FUN EH! Escape at nighttt! I haven't tried it before. Plus, yes, they're having those scary outfit people around inside. & everyone was dressed up.

I'm sorry for going all haywire, so much, this week.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

It's been hurtful for you right?

But I guess I've been thinking through alot.

Did you really think through about it?

It's going to be really different,

total different journey from what you had before.

I don't know. I don't know why am I even thinking bout all these.

I know I should have just use these time,

rather than thinking through this idiotic stuff,

& think about you instead.

I'm sorry. I know I've said this endless of times already though.

I felt the ache when I said I wanna end it all.

我已经不能没有你了。

因为害怕失去，所以想着放弃。

我真的很胆小，对吧？

당신을 사랑합니다
谢谢你没曾想过放弃！

First Week Of Skool

Yupp, first week, & I am already dyinggg. I DON'T LIKE SCHOOL! ): It's draining my brain cells & energy! Guess I've to get use to it, no matter what. It's so stressful NOW, when it's just the BEGINNING, when I notice that I've forgotten all my work for last Semester! It's scaring me! How am I going to catch up with the class? ): So shitty.

& not forgetting to add on,

Timetable This Semester Is A Total Shit!

I miss last Semester so much nowww. Oh, & so many heavy books to carry too. HELLO? SIT STUDENTS HAVE TO CARRY NOTEBOOKS, & THEY'RE ALREADY VERY HEAVY CAN!? We ain't that macho!

But I get to see K in school every dayyy! :D

The class is quite different now. Maybe after the break, everyone drifts apart. Not as enthu as before. OKAY THIS IS FOR ME HAHA! I don't know? I just ain't really that interested in organising class event already :D Maybe because it's always a failure, only the same people who are into it. BUT I WANNA GO HANG OUT WITH THEM STILL! Funn! I like to play Taboo in a big group! Hahah! Maybe we should have a bowling outing there soon :D But not everyone might like it. Ohwells! See how!

Oh oh! Yesterday was funn :D Went lunch with Qunying in school before class. Then we met this group of bimbos. They're friendly I guess? They shared the table with us cos we got the biggest table. So humorous!

& at night, went Night Safari with ♥ ! I love you! Halloween celebration. Scared me lur. & yes, that's the whole point of you bringing me there, I KNOW OKAY! ): Just wanna laugh at my freaked out face. Anyways I enjoyed it alot (: As long as I'm with you! I like the Animal Show! The animals were cute & the MC was such a talented speaker. Then we went to the Ride. I don't like their make-ups! They really look real & scary! ): & YOU KEEP WANTING THEM TO SCARE ME ): Anyways I like the way they scared you all of a sudden, after you made that comment. HEH! So funny. THINK I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO WILL GET SCARED HUH? & actually after everything, I wondered why was I so afraid? There's nothing to be afraid of right? I'M DUMB HAHA! Their laughters & screams are annoyinggg. Nearly made us turn deaf ):

There's Nothing To Be Feared Of, With You Around ♥

ILY, my sunshine (:

Spending time with you is always awesome for me!
Don't be too stressed out because of school okay?
HEARTS!

Semester2 Day1

I'm dying in lecture now. So turned off! Mel isn't in school, & I ain't sitting beside Qunying, no one to nonsense with ne ): So bored out! Alright enough, bye!

New Plush ♥

Nana wore my tiara! >:(

Yay! Done uploading some photos. Don't wanna spam my post with her photos :D

Anyways had fun today (: Tiring too but who cares haha. Cycling ♥ And I've Rilakkuma on my bed nowww. HEH.

Second ♥

Today's finally the 2nd Month! It's effing fast! & soon, SOMEONE'S going to be really old HAHA! Okay, shan't remind you already, I'M NICE :D I like the necklace you gave me. It's really sweet! Thanks a lot! ♥

Yesterday was really the last day of my work at Coke. No more going back, really. School's starting in 2 days' time ): Ain't even in the mood at all! Nobody wanna go backkk. & ohyes! OF COURSE EVERYONE SAID THEY ARE GOING TO MISS ME, AGAIN. Who won't!? Especially Auntie Lingling. She's damn cute. So naggy haha! & Auntie Karen too! (: Both Auntie Karen & KORKOR Peter, gave me souvenirs from Coke. Sweeet! I like the QOO plush toy! Oh, then UNCLE Danny, stayed the same way, out to annoy me, making fun of me. He said that there isn't anymore chance to once I leave that place, so yeah, can see that he enjoyed doing so! Aunties asked me to vent my anger on him and run out of the factory when I'm about to go HAHA! Anyways had pizza for lunch!

After work, went out with ♥ Had dinner and caught The Child's Eye. Ain't really that scary, only at certain pop-up parts that made me jump. NOT FUNNY OKAY YOU! Laugh laugh laugh. Annoying >:(

Okay, gotta go get Nana's Birthday Cake already! Mommy's nagging! Will be back laterrr. Byeee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA!

Be a good girl okay, and stop bullying me. I love you! [ Though you won't be able to read all these when you're only 2. HAH! ]

Anyways, same old thing,

I'm sorry for being wilful again.

I promise not to do or say anything foolish,

But I start it off again.

I'm sorry and ILY okay? ♥

Edited!

Celebrated Nana's birthday. She'd like how many cakes? 5? & that's crazyy. Anyways she's really prettaye today (: AiryFairy.



And blogger is failing me again. I only get to post these 3 up. And I'm feeling sleepy. Cycling with the bowlers at ECP tomorrow! Gonna watch Threads Of Destiny, bye!

Gonna buy my necklace tomorrow at Citigems! The star with a stud (:

To You

I'm sorry. I really am.

I guess my actions ain't enough to prove how much I need you now.

It's all about you I can think of.

Don't be silly, don't doubt me, please.

JAPANESE ROMANCE MOVIES! ♥

Oh oh! I can't stand the wait! I wanna watch I Give My First Love To You on 21 October! Soon soon :D 11 more daysss. Shall go right after class heh. I know I'm being random but WHO CARES RIGHT.

Watched only a part of Sky Of Love again on youtube yesterday.

You should totally watch it if you haven't! Worth watching (: Ha, I cried non-stop. Even after that movie, WHEN I WAS AT HOME, I ran to the toilet to continue crying. I don't know why I couldn't stop at all. The lead actor and actress are cuteee! Hiro is being acted by Haruma Miura, & Mika by Yui Aragaki.

Click to watch on MySoju (:

& I watched the trailer of Threads Of Destiny. Wanted to catch it last year but missed it ):

Seems really niceee. Okay, I shall go get the disc. & maybe get Sky Of Love at the same time too! MOVIE MARATHON!

Oh and the last one! Dance, Subaru. Watched it last year, cos Yuxin was interested. So accompanied her (:

I swear it was a bad experience to watch a sad/touching movie first, and meal later. After watching it, our appetites were so ruined we skipped our lunch and went for junks instead. & I kept whining to her after that movie :D

WZWZ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WUZUN! ♥

See! I actually remember, without Wanzhen or Dorothea squealing about it to me! (:

Imma good girl, staying at home today! Should I go dinner with Shile they all tonight? I don't know if I should, 好烦噢！But I wanna watch Vegas later on Channel 5, at 7.30pm! And Bingbing doesn't wanna go with me. Grr.

Went out with K last night to Town. Spending time together is ♥ . But fattening eh? HAHA! Alright, who cares (: You're the best okay.

Dinner at Sakae with Weikai and Binghui on Friday night. It was the last day of work for Bingbing, Weikai and I still have to continue for the rest of this coming week, before school starts! And it was really nonsense? They said it was me who was really retarded, I WONDER OKAY. I know I'm always funn to be with (: No choiceee. They kept ganging up against meee!

Bingbing, I'm not Giraffe okay!

Should I move to Xanga?

Already having an account there. Still thinking bout it HAHA!

Actually I've accounts at LJ, WP & Sina too :D

Love Letters ♥

Was ransacking my drawer just now, back at home. YES, IT'S BEEN A LONG WHILE SINCE I LOOK THROUGH IT. Was it months or a year? Ain't very sure haha.

ANYWAYS, I found junks! Things that I won't touch or use anymoreee. Not going in to those.

Zhenghui's present's still with me, AFTER SO LONG. Yes, I found it lying there haha.

Then the neoprints with Qiaochu, Yeeshan, Samantha Low and Wanzhen. OLD SCHOOL DAYS! Seriously, I swear. How many years ago? P6 till now, 5 years! Wanzhen still had her long hair then. [ I feel like scanning these photos and tag her on Facebook! She doesn't like her long-haired photos to be seen by anyone, and if I do, I'LL GET KILLED. And I don't understand why still. But yupp, she looks really different. ]

Gahh! Neoprints ): Reminded me of my lost ones now. Yes, it's been such a long time and I can still complain about it. I'm sorry okay? Just bear with it! [ Wanted to link the post which I complained 4 years ago BUT THEN, I CAN'T STAND MY TYPING BACK THEN, REALLY AHLIAN. SO FORGET ABOUT IT HAHA! ] I miss the neoprints! They were really pretty. And I lost the whole bunch of it okay? Mainly the ones Daphne Gan, Jiayan and I took together. We usually skipped training once a week, on either Mondays or Fridays to go take photos together. Yes I know it sounded dumb but we always had fun together (: Going Bugis after school, had lunch, walked around and neoprints! And we always take two machines each time we were there haha. And it won't be the same everytime you try to take again.

Okay, now to my love letters! Yes, I love them a lot! ♥ Though I don't really get a thing which we had been writing to one another now. Forgot almost every single incidents which happened. Was trying so hard to recall them all. And yes, why are most of my letters nameless! I had to guessed who wrote them to me too, as I try to figure the handwritings. Letters from Mona, Wanzhen, Jiayan, Yuxin, Huiyee and Eunice Ong. THE LETTERS ARE TURNING YELLOW SOON AND THE INK ARE FADING SLOWLY! I FEEL LIKE LAMENATING THEM! Okay, I know I must be crazy if I really do that. BUT I CHERISH THEM, REALLY. Though we ain't that close anymore, like we used to.

Mona was always complaining about lessons being boring to me in the letters. Yes, she wrote them in class haha. And I gave her Chinese supplementry? Did I? Haha! That was being written in the letter.

Wanzhen complained a lot too, about everything! Complained how incompatible I was with CM_. I KNOW AND I AGREE NOW OKAY. Oops. And I didn't know who was KK till just now while I was reading her letter. KK = KingKong. HAHA! I was thinking really hard. And I felt like slapping myself when I forgot who was that person and started laughing to myself when I got it. She kept asking me to cut my hair too! "Please cut your bloody hair can."

We actually quarrelled during Sec1 within our mini clique [ Cheryl Tan, Huiyee, Jiayan and me ], and I forgot all about it. Till I read Jiayan's letter. We promised to be Bowling Partner, Best Friends Forever. I wonder if we can really get back to the same old us again, like we did in the past. Like what you said, quarrels are there to strengthen our bonds. And we did almost everything together. Hahah, I miss you all so much now! Though you won't be seeing this (: And you always say that my posts are always colourful! I want my life to be so (:

OKAY THIS POST IS SERIOUSLY LONG.

Didn't really write letter with Yuxin, did I? I only have one letter of hers with me ): And that was when she replied to my Valentine's Day letter for everyone. But it was really sweet still! Thanks for being there for me for those few years. And I hope that we can really be back as Twins again. You're going to be my BFF, always (: And yupp, got over mouse! Like how you hoped that I will in the letter. AND YOU TRIED TO MOTIVATE ME SO MUCH HAHA! Thinking back, I was so blinded. I didn't know you liked my house so much, no choice! Haha. And yes, I like your muffin! I hope you're going to bake them for me again. If I know any cute guys, yes, I'll get you to know them too! (:

Huiyee, though we don't hang out for a very long period of time, but you're fun (: AND I STILL CAN'T FORGET THAT I TOLD YOU YOU LOOK SO MUCH LIKE MY COUSIN AHAH! You're always so eccentric. Even your letters are so! Haha (: Misunderstandings do happen I guess and we forgot about it! Yees Forever! People do mix our names up too. Chinese lessons with you were fun! Notes passing timeee.

Last but not least, letter from Eunice (: Only two though. And it was rather weird and at a bad timing when we got close. It was because of C 'Div Bowling Tournament that she started asking me out and things, if not we don't even talk. Cos she was interested in Saimun. [ We got to know the ACSI guys: Kenneth Mah, Foo Saimun & Stanley Gan. And all of them kept insisting that I like Stanley, cos he's the kinda guy I would be interested in!? Oh, and Stanley stopped bowling already haha. And that's when I started talking to Kenneth (: ] Eunice wanted accompany and yupp, I went with her. And Wanzhen they all always dump meee. And during the exam period, we went out all day long shopping and play, didn't even revise for the subjects! Great I tell you. I don't even know how I could pass them haha. And after she got over Saimun, we don't really hang out anymore, only chatted during trainings, THAT'S IF SHE TURNED UP.

Grr! I feel so much like writing letters again ): It's just so memorable when you take them out and read them again. AND IT'S REALLY FUN! Wrote letters to everyone last year's Valentine's, AND FOLDED HEARTS! [ But nobody replied! Only Jiayan, Yuxin and some others cos I kept asking from them haha! Rachel doesn't write letters to me ): ] Didn't celebrate this year ): I miss STC's Valentine's. Funn. I guess I shall do the same this coming one again :D For class, and maybe bowlinggg. People I'm close to (:

Bye!

Hurting Like Crazyzxc!

I don't know why my right eye, the one I'd operation on 3 years ago, hurts at times now. It stings at the cut. [ Don't ask me how I know where's the cut after so long, I JUST KNOW IT. ] I hope nothing's going wrong with it, really. I don't wanna turn blind as the len drops.

YES IT CAN DROP IF I'M NOT CAREFUL!

And granny's always scaring me, telling me that some people that she knows, dropped their lens unknowingly, and everything went pitch dark. I don't wanna try it. It doesn't sound fun to me, not at all. And I'm not going to tell my mom about it, least she worries.

MOMMY, YOU'RE NOT COMING TO MY BLOG OKAY.

If I'm really going blind, wait till I look through everything again in my life, and finish travelling around the world. [ HAHA! Travelling around the world's too out. Cannot be. And it'll take way too long! ] Anyways, till then, I shall pray hard. And my next appointment with Dr Audrey Chia, my eyecare specialist, is next yearrr!

I'm sorry, I don't know what I exactly want now.

Don't wanna leave too cos I can't bear to.

But I don't know what's going to happen in the near future.

What will exactly happen? I really want to know.

I'm sorry for the agony that I caused.

Tell me if you're tired too okay?

You should not only think about me, but yourself too.

Not that I wanna push you away, I'm just giving you space.

Gifts Greetings In December (:

Anthony texted me this afternoon, asking me to go back to Gifts Greetings during my December vacation. CHRISTMAS! :D Wrapping presentsss. I guess I am? I don't know. But only Shukim's going back out of so many people ): Ughh, see how! Anyways 2 weeks of hols only, then. I don't feel like wasting it.

Skipped work today and went out with K (: Nana doesn't like you HAHA! No choice lur okay? Don't be sad (: You just look so scaryyy. Spending the day with you is AWEEESOMEEE!

很安静 - 飞轮海

要说得多动听 才能证明 最亲密的关系
云绕着天空 什麽也没讲 已是最美好的约定
要说得多华丽 才能说出 最默契的默契
我在你身边 呼吸都沉默 你却懂我每个情绪

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

要说得多肯定 才能肯定 两个人的心情
风遇上风筝 还没有邀请 已经一起愉快旅行
要说得多用力 才能留下 最坚定的决定
每一个路口 你不用开口 我已经重合你脚印

这世界太热闹 怎麽倾听
一颗心呼唤另一颗的声音
这世界再热闹 还好我们
刚好在这里刚好很安静

所有感受 不用形容 已经那麽懂 　
所有感动是安静的心动

这世界再热闹 也没关系
每一个眼神我们就能感应
这世界再热闹 我们已经
在彼此心里所以很安静

This is nicer than 误会, I don't care! (:

一秒钟的永远

每个人的心中都有一个小的梦
像蜻蜒点在微微涟漪水中
涟漪往往只会泛起短短一秒钟
却让人怀念的好久好久

在我们的爱情中　总是太多风波
忘记它　才能安然度过

释怀后的拥抱虽短　感动却很久
就在爱情离开了我　那么久以后
我还清晰　记得在你怀中丰富感受
只一秒钟　却永远了
虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过
为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷
是一秒钟的天长地久深深包围我
只一秒钟　却成为了永远

I like this song! Though the lyrics are rather simple, but they're with meanings (: PLUS PLUS, THE MUSIC'S GREAT!

I wanna go KBox ehhh. So much to do, so little timeee.

Pardon Me

It's a Saturday afternoon and I'm seriously bored out ): Nothing to do at all. Being asked out but heh, feeling lazy today, don't really want to get out of my house. Okay, I know I should stop my complaints! It's getting irritating.

I don't know why I feel myself suffocating! No air no air! Maybe I should get my mom to buy me a mini oxygen tank, which I can bring wherever I go!

Stupid Jenhow keeps laughing to himself, watching some SNSD video on Youtube. Crazy. Giving him the WTS face. He should seriously start on his revision. HE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING AT ALL TO TRY PASS HIS Os! He laughed at me earlier this year when I received my result, cos I cried my eyes out.

Yay yay yay! Bowling outing next Sunday! Can't waittt! Cycling at ECP! Planned it with Jesny, 大嫂. She wanna cycle so much too, I KNOW!

I'm trying to find something to do, TRYING REALLY HARD. But I can't seem to get anything at all ): Dyinggg. So here I am, blogging, wasting my life away.

You got my temperature rising like El Nin-YO!

Can you feel the fire in my eyesss.

I'm trying to get myself hyped up if you haven't notice. And Jenhow's really pissing the shit outta me. I want serenity in the house! Can he stop laughing like some crazy guy?

I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT!

I needa stop stocking up presents at home!

My granny has been complaining that I always buy presents, and not giving them out.

Ughh! Schedules are always clashing, how to meet up ):